bila semakin goyah..

perlu kembali ke jln "itu" semula..

smakin ari semakin goyah..xtau dpt bendung or x..

aku cbe menghalang sekuat mungkin..

mayb aku harus perlahankn langkah or berhenti di situ jua..

sblm semakin melarat..apekah yg harus dilakukan??

adekah itu care terbaek??

mungkin patut berhenti di sini sahaja..~~~

43 days to go..

exam??gettin near..weewit..aku maseh rase cm xprepare pape disebabkn eseimen xhenti2..wakluu~~~ skjap je da nk abeh sem 1..xcm cpt lak mase berlalu..oppss..aku terlpe coti t ade vacation with him..td die da gtau jadual exam die..so i abeh awl 2 ari dr die..tp maseh xpat decide nk g ke x ngn ie..mak da pesan jgn baek sgt tp aku rase die cm ok je..yelaa..kwn2 xde masalah kot..arini die msg aku tny psl my day..aku hagak geram actually dgn die smlm..mane xnye..die bz die ignore je aku cm2..tp kalo aku bz..aku ckp tp die wat dek je..trus kaco aku..mmg xfhm bahase doll..arini die msg aku walopun die bz..haha..pdn mke ko..kalah jgak..jz tny aku cmne arini..kejap je..aku halau die rehat sbb die cm penat..go2..hahaha..aku rase cm die mmg "special fren" aku..ngeh2..ble die tny aku sape die kt aku..aku jwb cm2..btol kn??kwn2 xde hal laa..

skang aku sdg susun jadual tok exam..ye ar..kne start study dr skang..xbleh men2..master kot..lgpOn kang mamat tuh ske bandingkn and tny psl exam..test pon sibuk nk tau..exam apetah lg..ceh~~~kdg2 mcm freaky old man..snang kwn ngn die..hahaha..ape2 pon smoga aku rajen belajar n become better from degree..lalalala~

kecewa

aku bkn perampas!!!

kecewa ~~

aku xkejam sgt kot nk buat bnd tuh..

cbe la check asl usul dlu sblm wat tuduhan..

walopun lawak..ade certain2 tuh kne phm..

sensitivity~~

aku maseh kecewa..pepOn aku akan Ok nnti..

beri aku ruang~~~~~

eXperiencing..

hola..da kol 2.34 pg tp still ngadap lappy..sebabnye sibuk dok layan drama korea "The Princess' Man"..siap kua ayaq mata sbb hero tuh nanges..oh noOO!!!wat to dOo..eheh..esok da ar klas smpai kol 6..mmg sngaje carik nahas..sedar xsdar hampir sebln kt sni..dak2 master mane de ramai membe..susa toll..dlm klas pon dak2 local xsmpai 10 org..yg len2 sme foreigner..jenuh nk speaking..aku ngn cai byk berdua je..nmpak lelaki comel je mle la mata meliar..ahaha..xberubah prangai..tp kami bkn wat pe pOn..sekadar mencuci mate..sah2 xpat nk carik jodoh kt sni..yg ade pon dak2 degree..anak2 ikan sgt tuh..heh..pepOn ingat aim sebenar..nk dpt master je kn..yg len2 jgn pk..ahaha..lelaki??langsong xknal kecuali foreigner yg 1 group ngn ex-UMP..macho x aku??baek kn??kalo xde keje..lepak je kt kOndo..xpOn kuar ngn daya or kak huda je..ohh..tetibe rindu zaman kt UMP..sob2..

da jd student ni..susah la..kne byk berjimat..duet xleh boros sgt..da hampir muflis da aku rase..haha..nk mintak kt PAMA segan la plak..jarang2 boleh laa..huhu..pas raye br bwk kenderaan..mudah sket nk gerak sane sni..skang ni penat nk naek bas..tp nek bas pon cm manje kn..mane xnya,berenti btol2 dpn blok aku..pastu kalo g klas..berenti btol2 kt dpn blok civil..susah la nk kuros cmni!!haiyya..mknan??susah laa..rindu masakan utara..selatan nye mknan okey la tp tekak cm xpat terima lg..huhu..pas raye gak byk bnd nk bwk..periuk nasi..dan peralatan memasak..sbbnye ari2 ngadap kafe smpai xtau ape yg nk dimkn..lorr..

esok pas klas,aku mau berangkat ke rumah mak ngah ngn pak ngah..terletak kt Tampoi..dekat je kot ngn skudai sbb aku pon xtau..hehe..bole la lepak kt SPA mak ngah..tah2 pasni dpt jd model plak..raww..oh..lpe lak..arini bday adik aku..sOO.."heppy birthday..yeay.."..mlm2 ni missing d old memories kt UMP..i wish i could turn back tyme and experience it once again..LOL..with this ages, i need to be more matured but i couldn't..sbb sme org asek tny.."eh??dak 1st year kan??"..abeh,aku nk jwb ape..dgn mke yg kembang kecut..aku pon mengiakn..ahaha..dlm ati berbunga2 je ati..maseh muda rpenye kitaorg ni..ok la..aku mau lelap..sok pg de class..warghh..nyte everyOne..;)

sabtu yg kentang!!

here i come again..heyaa..nice weeken??mayb laa..ari sabtu aritu, kitaorg dpt invitation dr kutang soh g open house kt umah die..nice~dkat kol 3 je kitaorg pon bertolak..2 buah kete..matzul tros g umah kutang..so, nk jadikn citer xde ar jaoh dr utm ni..5 minit je aku rase da smpai..ciss..sblm tuh aku tny abg tang.."weyh,nk g umah ko pakai cmne?formal ke?"..kutang selamba kate formal..kitaorg siap pakai cm nk g kuliah la kan..daya siap kasut bertutOp lg..haiyya..~

smpai2 aku tgk yg len2 lex je pakai jeans..cis tp xpe..sbb nk jage imej terbaek..terpakse berkorban..mase salam ngn mak kutang..kitaorg trus introduce kt aunt kate membe kutang dr ump..seyes sgt cantek + lg lembut..xsame ar ngn kutang yg penjht tuh..!!tp daya asek dok kaco adik tang je..haha..kami melantak smpai lpe kt rumah org..lagak cm rumah sndiri lak kan..ciss..da puas melantak trus kami g tgk anak sedara kutang yg baru je lahir..alahai,merah gle..name rayyan kalo xsalah..comel cm mak die..smpat beramah mesra ngn akak kutang..pas kol 4 tuh kami pon blah..tp yg beshnye mak kutang mintak maaf sbb xpat layan kitaorg..pdhal kitaorg da wat cm umah sndiri daa..tp nice la, siap jmput dtg umah lg sbb kami dekat je ngn taman u..dgn sepantas kilat kami ckp.."baek makcik!!"

da kenyang2 tuh kitaorg leh g jj taman u..nk g MPH la konon2..tp terlajak sbb nmpak sales!!!haha..dasar perempuan tuh xleh nk ubah..tros terjah..smbar 2 helai..hehe..tp daya borong sakan..penat gle..rase nk tercabot kaki je..aduyai..pepOn rase puas..nice day ever..tp aku xpat masok laksa johor lg..mayb da lame t aku dpt rase dgn jayanye..wat mase skang tekak aku xpat trima lg..aiyok,cmne nk kawen ngn org joho ni!!!!hahaha..so aku letak pic kami mase kt jj..terdetik kt ati gak..kan besh kalo de leen..!!xpe,t kite g vacation same2 eh..;)

bikin hangen je

akhernye siap jugak aku mengedit blog ini..hehe,smbil toya2 wat eseiment construction law & contract..smpat gak aku layan citer The Princess' Man..Park Shi Hoo sunggoh kacak..oh no!!!tetibe aku sgt hangen arini sbb aku terserempak dgn my lecturer from ump..hek eleh,da jmpe xkn nk sombong2 lak kn..tp yg bengangnye ble da tego, die plak ajak g roOm die..pastu die nye sv siap condemn lg sbb xamek geotech as master..hek eleh,equal la tuh bro..kalo g tny lecturer structure pon,op coz ar diaorg ckp structure besh..sorry to say tp gua mmg xminat geotech..lg2 kalo de lecturer cm lu yg nk ajar..mintak simpang ar..td gua smpai bengang siap wat mke depan2..sorry ar,xsmpat mintak maaf..berpada2 la nk ngate pon..kang kalo kursus ni xbesh,wtpe diaorg offer..aiyoyo,otak ade xgne pakai ke??

da la td hujan lebat..merentas hujan la jugak tok blk kolej..da tu g bli mkanan..segala jenis lauk gua rembat..pnye hangen 1 bdn xhilang lg..pastu tringat plak membe yg ngh runsing psal sorg pompuan yg da rampas die nye bf..tp membe gua ni lex2 je..walopun sdeyh die terima je..yela,mamat kt dunia ni bkn sorg je kot..tp yg xbesh nye,pompuan yg rampas bf die ni tnpa segan silu menyerang die..hek eleh..cermin dlu muka lu cik kak oii..kalo psl serang menyerang ni mmg gua angen sket..tmbh2 psl lelaki..lek luuu..sbb experience lepas..gua kne serang dgn 2 minah ni..yg pertama kali kne serang,gua leh terima sbb mmg salah gua kn..tp rasenye die musti terima kaseh kt gua wat cm2 sbb lelaki tuh totally useless and worthless kalo dijdkn teman idOp pon..tp minah yg kedua tuh mmg wat gua bikin hangen..bajet aku nk rampas laki lu lak kan??kalo hensem+kaye xpe ar gak..ni habuk pon tarak..

gua pon ingat lg agama ar..xbaek kaco rumah tangga org..ni serang2 bagai smpai kne lempar gua nye no celcom..mujur lu xdpt no maxis..kalo xlg hancuss..kpd pompuan yg ske serang org or menyerang membe gua..ingat2 laa sket..belajo tinggi kot..otak letak kt lutut knape??wasting time je gadOo psl bnd jadah cm2..bkn pe,cme peringatan je..kalo menghadapi situasi cmni,bek elakkn je dr spesis cmni..nnti diaorg ni boleh berubah jd monster yg dasyat..k ar,da abeh kot nk citer psl hangen gua ni..pepOn kalo de citer menarik lg,gua taip lg..adiOs~

p/s:sorry..penggunaan bhs xbape elok sbb angen pnye psl..;)

speseL post tok AZLIN..

dlm jam 9 mlm, kitaorg bertiga iaitu aku,zai dan jugak penjht alaf baru iaitu daya telah melaparkn diri sndiri..selepas byk tragedi yg menimpa terutama daya yg begitu sdeyh dgn perbuatan staff2 FKA terhdp beliau dlm membenarkn beliau mendaftar subjek..daya dtg dgn mke yg begitu muram dan cbe membuat honaq di bilik aku..

tetibe daya mengajak kami lepak di McD UTM Skudai..dgn sepantas kilat, aku dan zai mengiakn ajakan tersebut..spnjg kami membuang mase di sane, pelbagai ragam dan sifat cacat telah dikeluarkn oleh kami terutama daya yg mmg hebat dlm membuat aksi terlarang ini..!!disebabkn byk lawak bodo dan perbuatan2 sensored yg xpat dihuraikn, akhernya kami membuat keputusan tok membuat video khas utk kwn kesygn kami yg berada nun jaOh di Puchong..smoga Nurazlin Rahim dpt menikmati video khas yg memaparkn sifat2 sedia ada kami..

SMOGA TERHIBUR ye azlin!!!!

Wish you were here~

I can be tough, I can be strong, But with you, It’s not like that at all

Theres a girl, who gives a shit, Behind this wall, You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love, the way you are, It’s who I am, don’t have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is, And the truth, is that I really miss

[refrain]
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don’t wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don’t wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, Let go, Let go, Let go…

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

1st week at UTM..lala~

holaa..bape ari da stay kt UTM skudai ni..tah la,boring gak sbb awl2 ni xde mende gak..td da sah2 bangun awl sbb nk g perjumpaan fac kol 9.30 pg lak tuh..hehe..lek ar..da r byk probs berlaku mase nk registration aritu..siap kete calar+pendaftaran ditangguhkn (2 ari br pat daftar) disebabkn xsistematik langsong!!!pe daa..tp kitaorg smpat jmpe abg tang..sbb utm ngn taman u dkat gle..lek luuu abg tang..next week kitaorg g ar open house u..ramai gak aku pat jmpe dak2 ump..sala sorgnye jr aku..ok la tuh..xde ar mati kutu sgt kan!!!

ape pon aku rindu family aku kt umah..tmbh2 mak,abah,alif hakimi,aiman,ainaa etc..haha..sian alif tuh..xde daa org nk bwk die pusing2 tyme ptg..aiman lak akan graduate tadika bln 10 ni..aku xpat tgk die pakai jubah..haha..musti lawak je..ainaa lak xpat nk ngusik die sgt..mael lambong xpakai pampers!!!hehee..kat sni ok ar..aku stay room 2 org..dgn wocai~yeay,xde ar aku susah sgt..ptg2 kitaorg jln g carik mkn kt kafe..agak kagum ngn kebesaran uni ni..

td dgr briefing psl dak2 master+phD fac awam..soO..aku cbe menekunkn diri aku setekun yg mungkin!!!heay,da berjnji tok skor sebaek mungkin..requirement kne skor 3 pointer dan ke atas tok elakkn diri dr mndpt surat ugutan dr fac..insyaallah,saye xkn kecewakn harapn kedua ibu bapa saye serta my family..saye akan abehkn dlm mase 1 taon 1/2..thnxfully jmpe dak ump kt sni..walopun xpnah knal mase kt gambang tp kt sni da cm best buddy je..thnx aizat!!!haha..

pepon aku akan sertakn beberapa pic pemandangan kt room aku dan sekitarnye..kalo nk tgk,sile la tgk kehebatan UTM ni!!!

meja tulis yg berserabut dgn mknan!!thnx cai..haha

ni pantry kitaorg..ade sinki je pon..laen2 peralatan kne bwk sndiri..sesiapa yg rajin bwk je peti ais,dapur n so On la eh!!!

ni tmpat lepak btol2 dpn bilik aku!!!haha..nice~

ni katil aku..tmpat aku beradu..

ni plak loker kesygn aku..chare x???

ni plak pandangan bwh..dr roOm terhebat aku..cer tgk!!!

ni sah2 pemndangan dr room aku ngn cai..dr tingkat 9..macho x kondo kitaorg:)

Hari Raya sbg Hot hot chick..yeay

walaweh..da dkat pon raye..30hb ni da 1 syawal..thnxfully baju raye da ade..2 psg je taOn ni..sob2..sbb br2 ni program membersihkn baju xterpkai dlm almari..asl buang je musti tmbh..da meninggi mcm gunung kinabalu daa..itu adelah keburukn kalo ramai pompuan dlm umah!!!hehe..kueh raye taon ni,sorry to say mmg xbuat langsong..sme juz kueh tunjuk je..tp plg menyedihkn..hujan turun non stop..da ar lebat lak tuh..da lame rasenye xtgk matahari..

pastu asl kua je..musti jammed,gle susah nk carik parking..nyampah gle!!!mcm bndaraya daa..mmg ade kebenaran aku pnggil Guar Chempedak ni bandaraya!!!nk g amek baju kt tailor pon smpai setengah jam..kalo jln pon jz 10 minit..wasting my time toll..asl kt jln..melambak no plat kete start dgn W..huh..org key el la tuh yg menyemakkn jln raye kt sni..dgn jln Gamuda tgh buat..wooH..aku rase mcm nk bunuh org je..akhernya mak aku da kua kenyataan..xbole drive smpai 1 syawal..sdeyh aku..nk g expo nk carik tudung!!!

tp esok pg..akan dimulakn operasi membalut ketupat..yeay,dgn bangganye aku menyatakn aku adelah satu2 nye anak pn sopiah yg pndai membalut ketupat daun palas..ahaha..yg laen2 mak kate dieorg balut ketupat cm "pengkaq"..!!hhaha,maksudnye balut xde simetri langsong..xde nilai estetik..taon ni raye da xbesh sgt..sbb pemergian arwah nenek aku da genap sebulan daa..rase cm kosong je ble tgk umah die..kalo x,musti nampak die lepak dpn pintu umah..aku sntiasa mendoakn agar roh semua ahli keluarga aku yg da pegi menghdp Ilahi akan sntiasa diberkati dan dicucuri rahmat..

dlm tgh org sibuk wat persiapan raye ni..aku sempat juga g menonton FINAL DESTINATION 5..haha..last movie kan??sbb tuh aku tgk..btw,ok ar..tp ending die cm dlm prediction..sme org mati..ape yg leh aku katekn this sequel better than previous sequel..doll..mase Final Destination 4 aku tgk kt kompleks teruntum kot..mase aku taon 4,1st sem..da r tuh tyme bln pose gak..mmg film ni asek kua mase bln ramadhan je..tp yg beshnye,aku tgk smpai leh tdo..yg part ngeri tuh ttp ade..tp xdpt tandingi Final Destination 1..:) terbaek nye lakonan oleh Devon Sawa(hero tuh kacak sbenarnye..lalala)..

okla..smoga raye taon ni disinari dgn kebhgian dan keberkatan..ape yg saye nk katekn..saye suda bersedia tuh menghdpi ape bnd yg mendtg..pePon prepare tok tarikh 15.03.2015..haha..sibuk je carik tarikh tp calon xde lg..hahaha..adiOs

1st phase shOpping tyme..

holaa..aduyai arini asyek ulang toilet je..xtau ape yg aku salah makan!!!prot memulas2 smpai peluh mencurah2..aduy..ape salah aku smpai jd cmni..arini mak aku ckp..sme kne minum ho-ho-ho horlicks..katenye leh sjuk bdn skit..ataupOn air barli...smpai skang protku tetap memulas2..trime kaseh my tummy sbb menyusahkn saye tyme2 pose ni..

kali ni bkn aku nk cite psl my tummy tp psl shopping yg aku wat..hahah..bgtu indah..aku menterjah diri aku kt penang..ala..penang ke guar bape lame laa sgt..tmbh2 de highway..maseh eh government..aku g usha baju raye..survey2 last2 aku terbeli kebaye kelabu..rm 140 je..okey la tuh memandangkn baju kurung aku da anto tailor..soO..ni kirenye yg mane aku rase nk pakai t..aku pakai je..dis month xde ar teruja sgt nk raye..sbb sibuk ngn majlis resepsi akak aku pd raye ke5 + aku akan smbung belajar dkt utm skudai..jd segala persiapan ala kadar je..tp aku g prangin mall yg terletak btol2 sebelah komtar..mmg tmpat permainan aku la mase aku praktikal dlu..bapak ar..sales xterhingga..aku smpai nk gle..hahaha..tp aku xbli pape pon sbb next week aku nk g lagi..headset hp aku ilang..kne tmpah baru..smpai rm60..tensen toll bli hp LG..susa nk carik brg..

aku round smpai 3rd floor..stiap sudut aku terjah..mmg masak ar baju2 kt sane aku kerjakn t terutama brand VJ..yeah..aku mmg ske VJ sbb nmpak simple je..lgpon aku mmg pengurup tshirt yg kdg2 aku xpakai pon..last2 bg kt org je..tuh ar..kemahuan lebih drpd keperluan..kate mak t smbung blaja xleh boros2..yela..lgpon aku nk cbe abehkn kureng 2taon..lg cpt lg bagoskn!!!tuh pon ikot kemampuan..pnat2 round aleh2 da dkat berbuke..xpat pk lg akhernye terjah trus kt mcD..cm bese..my feveret always d best!!!!!

pepOn kesimpulan yg dpt aku berikan..aku mmg SHOPAHOLIC..!!!demmit..asl masok kdai je bli..asl masok bli..gatal tgn sgt..berjimat la sket oiiiI...awk tuh da nk jd student blk..ye ar..esok aku ade agenda dimana hendak cari pelamin+tempah make up tok bakal pengantin..harap2 prot aku xmeragam la esok..sbb da tugas jd driver skang ni mmg menyusahkn..mnyesal amek lesen..haha..yelaa..tgk je la esOk cmne..have a nice day!!!!

THE STORY OF US..(^-^)

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,

How we met and the sparks flew instantly,

People would say, "They're the lucky ones".

I used to know my place was spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fall-out,

So many things that I wish you knew,

So many walls that I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say,since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

NEXT CHAPTER

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,

And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,

But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,

I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say,since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest,

Of who can act like they care less,

But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle in your hands now,

But I would lay my armor down,

If you said you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wished I knew,

But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say,since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now,now,now

And we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

THE END

renungan di pg hari..walaweh~!!!

yosh..sdar xsdar da 10 ari kite berpOse..lg 19 ari lg nk raye kn??kate mak taOn ni pose xcukup 30 ari!!! nice..~ baju raye aku da tmpah..tp ptg karang nk g bli lg sepasang kt penang..pose da ar xpnah cukop..ade ati nk g bli lg..shopping tok kasot,tudung,t-shirt and sluar lom wat lagik..byk fasa toll nk kne shopping..td pas sahOo..aku lepak ngn mak,abah n akak aku..smntara nk tunggu subuh..sembang je laa..ske eh dpt bonus kerajaan kasi..ceh..

tetibe aku terpk..doll..bln pose ni bln mulia kan??harap2 sme respek la bulan ni..tuhan bg ujian tok hambaNya kalo die yakin hambaNya leh menghadapinye..kdg2 ape yg berlaku di sekeliling ni ade buruk baeknye..hikmah yg kite sndiri xtau in d future..aku??terase tenang..kdg2 manusia yg ske fitnah org tuh ape je kebaekn yg die dpt kan?aku pon xphm..cerita boleh direka tp ingat kt atas sane..ade lg Yang Lebih Berkuasa.. pekakkn telinga or wateva..bia org kate kite jht..hnya kite je tau segalanya..satu hari nnti smenye akan terbongkar..abeh ar sandiwara org2 yg mcm bullshit ni..aiseh..terkasar bhs la plak..

next chapter..oHh..congrats kt ex-rummate aku mase kt maresmawi kerane nk kawen da pOn..waahh..da de 3 invitation..asl ramai seboOk nk kawen ni??haha..xpe2..majlis yg akan berlangsung kt Bukit Mahkota Clubhouse, Bangi..aku try la g kalo diizinkn..insyaAllah..lgpon alep da bising soh g event ni..btw, mase tuh aku da de kt joHo..snang la sket kalo nk gerak g sane..doll..chare ar..aku da abeh wat luahan tok ari ni..tgk la ble mane aku rajin..aku citer lg..wat mase skang..bz..nk wat persiapan akak aku yg nk wat majlis resepsi pade raye ke 5..chOw dolu~~~~

kad raye

jumaat yg menenangkn..coti menyebabkn ramai org xkua umah..bahagianye jln raye tyme ni..aku bgn je dan trus hajak mak g ANEKA..kt gurun je..xde r jaOh mane dr umah aku pOn...tp mak xsmpai ati nk tinggal alif sorg2..soO..aku poN berangkat ngn akak aku dan anak2 buah yg ske menyibuk iaitu aiman dan ainaa..tp beshnye xde ar aku kne bwk g kedai mkn sbb arini kan pOse..

tp aku kua sbb nk tgk ade ke sales??tade ar sgt..tp aku g bli kad raye..2o keping..besh gle..taOn ni aku nk anto kt sme classmate..kt UMP ar..soO aku da stat mintak alamat dak2 tuh..tp tgn lak sakit asek tulis ucapan je..hehe..xpe ar..setaOn sekali je kot..dak2 lelaki br dpt alamat abg tang, pisak dan pares..yg len2 dlm progress..taoOn ni tatau nape aku rajin nk antoO kt sme kwn2 kesygn aku..xlpe kt dak2 maresmawi..hehe..jd tunggu je la nnti posmen antoO g umah korang..pepOn..selamat berpOse..=)

Skyscraper..

Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

[Chorus]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

[Chorus]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

[Bridge]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper, Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

puase oH puase..=)

bln pose yg begitu indah lg..haha..ahd aritu aku da wat medical checkup kt spital yan..rpenye cpt je..kalo aku tau, xde ar aku g cpt2..huhu..aku lom wat pengesahan kt skolah..t ar aku g..skang sibuk nk cari tiket g mersing..adoy..!!!mule2 aku lepak ngn daya sbb keesokkn ari kitaOrg da nk g daftar..1st time beraye ngn daya n cai..leen ngn nana, sile jgn dengki wokeyh~~~

bukak pose kali ni, xde ar hentam byk sgt mknan..aku sgt gembira..pas wat medical checkup tuh..aku dpt tau aku da trun 3 kg..haha..sy sgt sukaaaaa=)..jd aku xleh rakus menjamah mknan..kang jd belOn blk..aku gak susah..da r skang gle ngn sales!!!haha..mane je aku dgr..sme aku terjah..pastu bli brg kemahuan plak tuh..bkn keperluan..cet..

dasar perempuan tuh..tetap perempuan..sblm buka pose..aku akan amek pic mknan dan send kt abg,adik n akak aku yg jaoh sket dr kitaorg..pstu sure2 diaorg akan maki aku blk..hahaha..pdn mke...pepOn..time kaseh kt penaja baju raye aku...maseh eh..haha..aku sgt gembira de akak2 cm korang..len kali sponsor lg tau..

br2 ni adik da wat pengakuan..die nk knalkn seseorg kt mak ngn abah..gle ar..da jmpe pasangan idOp..brani nk introduce lg..aku pon xpnah knalkn face to face..stakat tau da cukOp ler..kalo da tahap serius gaban..leh ar bwk blk tnjuk kt mak ngn abah kt umah..pepOn aku ucap tahniah kt adik sbb da nk langkah bendul aku..tinggal aku sorg je 'hot hot chick' dlm umah..emas putih jgn lpe..tuh perjnjian tau..lalalalala~

R.I.P

On 25th July 2011..9.05 pm..my luvly grandma has been passed away..the moment i just informed about this news, i was just in shock and it seem so unreal...(and it still does)..the weekend b4 her death, i was just sit there and and it didn't seem to me that anything was wrong wit her...so sad..btw, we can't live forever..when our times has come, we can't avoid it..=(

yup..my grandma actually already reached 94 years old..actually i duno how to express my feeling for her..i've been closed to her since i was born..soOO..i cried a little bit but i can't show it..sbb my dad da pesan..xelok nanges dpn mayat..nnti die sedih..yee..my grandma xde saket ape pOn cme ble da smpai umO cm2..saket tua je jwpnnye..~~~

aku smpat mengucup die buat kali terakhir...air mate aku bergenang lg..i'm not strong enough to face it!!!at her funeral..the rain pouring down.. sgt2 lebat..tp kitaorg sikit pon xberganjak..tp aku puas ati aku dpt melihat my grandma until her last breath..smpai arini aku maseh rase cm my grandma maseh ade kt dlm umah die..susah nk buang this feeling..kalo da lame t okeyh la kOt..

arwah atuk pOn da wait my grandma for 25 years..soO long..now, they will meet each other in another world..Insyaallah..aku cme berharap agar Tuhan tempatkn beliau di tempat org yg beriman..and all memories with her i will keep it in my mind..~~~~

in d middle of juLy

my family laa..

family sbelah lelaki..

ngn mak dan abah..

hot2 chick..haha

pengantin dan mas kawen..chare=)

mcm2 bnd berlaku..ade yg pelik..ade yg xtau nk describe..pepOn congrats kpd akak2 aku yg sibuk nk bg lg 2 org anak buah..3 org pon da pening..ni nk tmbh lg..sah2 aku xblk daa umah aku t..selain itu..ye..kpd akak aku aka Nekna..congrats sbb da pOn bergelar isteri kpd abg cik..dan kenduri nye pd raye ke 5 ni..!!!ye..thniah kpd geng2 yg da kawen..kpd hot2 chick rumah ni yg ade lg 2 org iaitu aku dan adik aku..same2 la kite kekalkn ke"hot"tan kite eh??=)

baru2 ni majlis akad nikah Nekna berlangsong kt masjid al-wusta yg terletak di hdpn SKGC iaitu sekolah rendah lame aku..dgn sekali je lafaz..da sah jd suami isteri..mknan yg melimpah ruah menyebabkn rumah aku ketidakmampuan tok menjamah semua mknan yg disediakn..pepOn tahniah gak kt mak aku yg sedaya upaya memasak dgn begitu lazat lg menyelerakn..yeayy~~

kehadiran semua ahli keluarga aku menggamatkn lg suasana dimana upacara sarong cincin diadakn di rumah kitaOrg sndiri..aku xbyk amek gambar..maklum la..low profile..acece..disini aku sertakn sket pic..kalo nk tgk pnoh..tgk je la kt fb..berlambak lg gambO..soo..tgk je yg mane ade okeyh!!!

rolling in the deep..

woot..dis song actually da lame tp aku sgt2 ske..ari2 aku akan dgr lagu ni..of coz laa sbb da jd ringtone aku kot..haha..tp cbe hayati lyrics ni..sgt2 meaningful.. aku surf tenet and found sort of opinion about meaning of this song..basically, mmg btol..terutama pompuan yg kne betrayed ni..heh..so aku pon xterkecuali dr pernah menghadapi situasi ni..

bagi aku lak this song is about a woman obviously thinking of her love and relationship with a man who actually already in love but the man played with her heart and took advantage from her..duhh..yg gurl ni pon thought they had a chance at a deeper love.. last skali yg aku hagak la kan..walopun yg pompuan ni still syg kt boy tuh tp die da xnk daa..tuh yg terbaek!!!haha..so kt bwh ni aku letak lagi opinion psl lagu ni..

"I feel this song is about her being so head over heals in love with this guy... But now her heart is in a different stage that mean she isn't so much as heartbroken as she is betrayed and by her feeling this way is bringing the revenge to surface so that she doesn't have to feel played... It also said that she isn't blind to the man she thought he was but very aware of the pieces of shit he really is... She is telling him to say what he wants.... She also saying that she is not just set back and feel mighty because this man fucked she over... The best part when she trying to say that she isn't running around and telling all these stories but she know he was....and she wants that guy to think how he did her wrong as he had a good thing going but he fucked up everything...(-_-)"....

terrible je..but this is give courage for whom been used by a jerk..LoL..bkn sme tp ade la yg sikit..btw, really enjoy full album Adele..no wonder her song gain spot to number 1 on chart around the world..bravo!!!!!..with her intelligence hoping she can produce more meaningful and artistic lyrics..luv u..--;@

LoVe for yOu..--:@

arini prot aku sgt sakit..disebabkn setiap bln pompuan nye keadaan mmg cmni..arini aku hangen xtentu pasal..emosi tah pape..ni yg meluat ble waktu da tibaa..da namenye pompuan,trima je la kan..!!huhu..ptg td jmput adik aku yg sibuk nk blk stiap minggu..huh..da r aku call berpuluh kali die xde respon..mmg kesabaran tade langsong..last2 die ckp batery hp abeh..sia2 je aku mengamok td..haha..

owh, tuh cme smpingan je..sebenarnye aku nk ckp yg aku sgt tingat pd classmate aku..wuuh..seyes aku sntiasa merindui diaorg..sbb skang aku tade keberanian nk contact sesape pon..jd aku diamkn diri dolu..da r bln 9 ni kne daftar kt utm..3 hb sept akak aku nye wedding..acane diaorg nk send aku ke jOho??last2 aku ckp aku g sndiri je..t daya sile jmpot aku wokeyh..da beso pon..pndai2 la berdikari kan..

td aku terjumpe pendrive lame aku doll..tetibe de 1 folder pic tyme jamuan raye mase aku taon 2 kot..haha..seyes aku tersenyum sndiri ble tgk pic tuh..kalo aku jmpe korg2 sme..mau aku picit2 je idong..huhu..mujur la daya da kt utm tuh...tp nnti cmne la azlin tuh nk jmpe kitaorg lak kan..??pdn mke leen..=) skang aku cme harap zai pon dpt utm gak..tp zai lom dapat surat tawaran lg..pihak utm, sila bg surat tawaran cpt2 kt zai..

smbil menyetelkn ape yg patot..aku pon turut membantu dlm pemilihan baju akad nikah akak aku..pehal lak kne tny aku kn??sape yg nk kawen sbenarnye??kate akak aku, aku sgt2 cerewet..tmbh2 kalo nk bli baju..jd pendapat aku diguna pakai..hehe..tmbh mak aku plak..die xske blikn baju tok aku..nnti die kate aku akan komplen dan bebai(merujuk bhs kedah yg bermksod tarik muka)..yeke mak??cmtu ke perangai saye??haisyhh..

burok bebeno rasenye..haha..tp tuh mase kureng matang kot..skang da bertmbh matang..jd sme tuh x menjd masalah..kalo dikenang dolu2 mase kecik2..kitaorg susah..aku lak ketegaq kalo bnd tuh mahal..aku nk musti kne beli..kuang ajo nye diri aku kecik2..cet..yela,aku akan berbakti pade mak ngn abah selagi hayat aku ade..acece..haha..tuh ar..abah pilih kasih tol..mase aku convo kt ump xmo g..die kate kalo aku smbung master tyme grad die g..cm leh caye..kalo unimap tuh sure2 die g..ni kt utm..alamak tinggal janji je laa..

tp yg wajib mesti die g konvo adik aku..yela, kt usm je kot..penang jaOh la sgt..kecik ati doll..huhu..ape pon..every weeken kitaorg akan lepak kt lua..haha..luang mase ngn abah ngn mak..kalo aku tua2 nnti pon aku nk jadi cm diaorg..sbb abah la kami sme jd cmni..xpnah die abaikn walopun sorg..walopun susah mase tuh..abah akan usaha carik duet tok besarkn kami..dgn izin tuhan segala penat lelah abah da terbayar..ye2..smpai ble pon En Othman adelah abah yg terbaek..saye syg abah smpai ble2.."hepy father's day abah"..luv u 4 eva...=)

my abah kt sebelah kanan..kacak..hehe

duniaku -->

hujan renyai2 ptg ni..aku plak kne g jmpot adik aku kt sg petani..smnjak die praktikal ni, every weeken nk blk..da r kene jmpot ngn kene anto blk usm..kang aku debik nanges plak..sedang aku dok dlm kete, tetibe nmpak rainbow..haha..aku pon tunjok kt aiman..excited lebeh je gmok tuh tgk pelangi..ala2 nora elena la plak kan..arini aku tersgt kenyang..mknan cukop2 byk..asal mak ari2 masak sedap2..??acane nk kuros cmneh??hisyhh..arini aku msg leen..da hagak daa..kene sebijik..die ckp aku sumbunk..hek eleh dak kecik nih..mane de..cme aku takot kaco die jee..kan die sibuk ngn tender memanjang..ohh..ucapan tok leen ngn pijot.."hepy anniversary yg ke 4"..haha..macho ar korg..aku sntiasa doakn jodoh korg berpnjgan..acece..haha..ye leen..aku sntiasa ingat ko walopun lame xmsg..smnjak maxis upgrade line..da cm tahi je signal kt sni..tahan sabo la aku..arini leen bkak cite kate daya da de skandal dak sudan..yeke???

aiyok~~ asl aku lmbt tau ni..aku tny daya, die lagi ar menidakkn benang yg sedia lembab ni..daya!!!jgn nk wat pasal..kn kite da jnji nk cari pakwe org joHoo..leen da dpt..kite ni hah..jgn nk memandai lak kn..hisyhh..oh..4hb hari yg ditunggu..ramai gle kenduri invitation..12 kenduri kot..aduy!! xlpe ngn membe2 aku yg sibuk berkahwin..haaa..mls aku nk g..diaorg asek tny ble turn aku lak..kn da xde jwpn nk kasik!!!huh..korg carik ar calon tok aku..kan senang..huhu..ohh..mls ckp da psl tuh..tp td aku lyn maharaja lawak..cm bese..feberet team aku of coz JAMBU.."mke legend,hati cute"..haha..last skali jgn lpe lyn Nora Elena kt tv 3..besh gle..lap u laa aaron aziz..=)

kt sni saje nk capap mke dak comey yg ala2 cm achik die..die ni addict kalo bunyi alarm kete..sah2 nanges nk ikot..aku la mangsa die kene jadik drebar..huh..mujur anak buah..kalo anak sndiri nak aku sepuk2 je..hehe (lawak je)..

ni adelah buah ati pengarang jantung kitaorg yg baru.."ALIF HAKIMI"..actually die br je umo 8 bln..haha..dasar baby gmok..syg gle kt dak gigi 2 ni..=)

tuut tuut..da lame dol aku xmengarang..sbbnye xperlu la nk ckp..yela,bz dgn kehidOpan..aduyai..sesunggOhnye aku harap sgt mak beli rumah laen..tuh chapter laen..skang ni trend laak..akak2 aku sme sibuk membeli umah baru..smenye sibuk la nk berpindah..akhernye abah ngn mak je yg tinggal..sbb tuh aku lebeh prefer dok kt sni..yelaa..yg blom berkahwin kne la jage parents kan..=)..mcm2 yg berlaku dlm mase beberape bln ni..yelaa, smpai serabut pale..sbb tuh aku deactivekn fb aku..tp aku mula berjinak2 ngn twitter..tgk laa..agak bengong gak aku gne..maklumlaa..tau plak gne kn..hehe

ptg kelmarin,akhernye aku da dpt offer letter dr utm..aku da jadik jr daya..daya jd akak senior aku..ceh..poyo je..1st person aku gtau adelah daya..trus aku call die..terkinja2 aku melompat2..haha..akhernye aku dpt smbung tok master lak..same course ngn daya plak tuh..haha..arini aku da anto respond letter kt utm..insyaallah, kalo sme berjln lancar..05/09 ni aku akan mendaftar di utm..sbnarnye merata aku g tok smbung master..ke unimap salah satunya...tp aku xrase aku pat wat research and abeh tepat pd waktunya..setelah berpikiran baek buruknye..akhernya aku came out with desicion..coursework je laa..da rezeki kt utm, trima je la kn..hehe..lgpon mak ngn abah mmg nk sgt aku smbung..jd sme ni tok mak ngn abah..huhu

johoO..here i come..aku da hagak daa daya..joho adelah tmpat carik jodoh aku..haha..daya, jd ar plan ni..plg lmbt pon taun dpn kite kne de bf gak..haha..sengal..btw..ramai kaum kerabat aku kt joho..so xde ar susah mane pon..tp xbesh ar sbb tgh2 moOd raye kne g daftar lak kan..taik sungGoh..luckily, my aunt de bukak spa kt giant skudai..aku da tmpah daa kt mak ngah..every weekend aku nk g wat spa kt sane..haha..tp ape2 pon..harap aku xlarik dr focus..grab master dolu..blajar dgn bersunggoh2 dan harap ape yg berlaku di ump xkn berulang lg kt aku..smoga utm memberi inspirasi tok aku menamatkn pengajian master aku..huhu..amin~

hOt and HotTer..demmit~~

ko pehal nk miss call byk2 kali..ble aku wat dek tuh phm2 je ar..maksodnye xnk diganggu..xphm bhs melayu ke hape..ko tepon laa gne number ape pon..aku xkn layan..bangang sunggOh mamat gle ni..bikin gua hangin je tgh2 cuaca mendung..hey brO, stop laa..kalO terase nk mkn penampaq gua ni, silakan laa..aku jelak snggOh..aku xsanggOp activated fb aku daa..ko menyamar sampai gua xtau mane satu profile lu kan..skang gua activate tweeter..ko dpt ke carik???haram nye manusia..kdg2 tuh tuhan bg otak cukop bijak tp bodo dlm wat tindakan..aku cbe tok aman damai..ko ingat aku lapaq laki sgt ke??haram ar lu..

dear diary...

mlm yg begitu indah..bip bip..akak aku yg tgh pregnant cibuk asek nk mkn buah mempelam..atau pOn menicah..aku pon ape la lg..join btol2 sebelah and trus mamam tnpa memikirkn sok apekah keadaan prot aku t..huh..tp bkn itu yg aku nk citer..

isu utamanya di suatu mlm ble aku terlelap and suddenly got a text from sum1...xtau cmne nk describe tp dolu2 nye adelah teman tp mesra kot..mase kt site..alaa, tyme tuh ati pon xbape btol..tp die xlame keje kt tmpat tuh..last2 die dpt offer dr government and trus berlalu pegi..sooO..nk dijadikn citer..die dtg menjengak kembali mase coti weeken..maklum la..parit buntar ngn penang jaoh la sgt kan??die pon dtg n kuar hanging out ngn die until 3 am..(tp ade yg laen2 gak)..kitaorg g karok kt bukit jambul, melantak kt kedai mamak..last skali lepak kt mcd..stat dr tuh, aku pon hagak rapat ngn die..ari2 die msg, call pon slalu..tp aku xpnah amek pusing..

tyme tuh die mmg baek..jd ade gak cair..tp cpt2 aku pusing blk hajat aku..wooOp, jgn terbabas mcm yg lalu..smpaikn satu ari die tersilap kate ngn aku..aku ape lg..hangin 1 bdn..aku da xde sifat lembut or tolak ansur ngn org daa..semenjak ari tu aku trus xbls msg or call die..slalunye aku biarkn je..smpai la 1 ari, aku bls jugak text die..tp jrg2..tp perasaan annoyed tuh xpat aku buang..asl dgr suara die je aku da gli..akhernye tnpa bgtau die pape..aku trus senyapkn diri..lorr, da berbulan aku wat cm2..

tup2 br2 ni die msg aku smule..aku tgk je msg die,da dpt hagak..trus aku delete..pastu call pon aku xhangkat..midnite tuh pon die call lg..musti die nk tau jwpn sbb aku trus ignore die..dat's y kdg2 kite kne think bfore throw out the words..nape aku jd kejam??tah..kalo aku rase benci..aku benci je laa..ape leh wat..perasaan xpat tipoO lorr..aku berhrp agar azlin memaafkn aku dgn bls la msg aku..ko sorg je tau cmne nk block num hp org..aduy..aku perlu tau cmne caranye!!!!!!!

p/s: think before u act..like musang mate kecik said "just figure out about our aim first..other matters come after"...

pening sendiri..(dizzy)

banyak gle kenduri kawen dr membe2 kesyg..aduyai..sure2 ade yg xpat g disebabkn kekangan waktu..apekah??congrats tok ex maresmawi yg bakal naek ke jinjang pelamin..aimie n pasangannye dan xlpe gak pade atikah n pasangannye..mayb aku g yg kt serdang,kulim kot..yg kelantan xpat ar..jaoh la sgt..bagos ar korg..da berjumpe psgan idop sndiri..haha..smoga tuhan kekalkn korg sehingga ke akhir hayat..=) xlpe gak pade kak naz..aku xpat g..ingatkn bln 9..dpt la g wedding tuh..aleh2 bln 5..aduy..sory..=(

kepanasan yg mencapai tahap maksimum menyebabkn aku xpat nk tahan lg..akhernye my bro da settlekn..pasang air-cond..haha..akhernye aku xkn rase daa cuaca cm kt gurun sahara..demmit..da r jln rosak trok sbb gamuda nye projek..landasan kete api yg xsiap2..hangin tol aku..kalo rosak kete sape nk responsible..jln utama ke gurun pon da stat tutop..membuatkn aku mls nk kua ke mane2..mayb next weekend aku bercdg nk berpoya2 ke queensbay..haha..tuh ar..aku da rindu donut jco and subway..lgpon subway tuh seswai gle tok org yg jage kesihatan dan badan..kan2..

sebabnye sejak akhir2 ni aku xbape lalu mkn..mkn nasi just sekali je sehari..da ar amek sket pastu xabeh plak..aduy..pg2 just minum air milo..tghari seyesly jrg nk mkn..aku semakin susut..tah ape yg trjadi pon tatau..pakse diri tok mkn tp xpat telan..(dull)..aku sgt jelesh ngn org yg dpt mkn byk..ni bkn diri aku yg sebenar..aku tpkse pk jln tok settle masalah ni..huh

ade masalah eating disorder pe..aiyoyo..apepon..dgn weeken yg sempurna tnpa melakukn aktiviti pape..aku nk mkn..mkn dan trus mkn..

mcm-mcm hal la brO

mlm ni sgt2 pns smpaikn peluh tros mencurah2..aku pon xphm nape cuaca sebegini rupa...ptg td g bayo bil air and g skynet..aiyoyo..xtau laa..mcm2 keje..weekend ni plak nk carik perabot baruu..bese ar,akak aku nk kawen..so kne carik sme baru..tarikh da tetap..tunggu tunang die je yg g jerman..xblk2 lg..abg cik, jgn lpe amekkn sign mesut ozil n ole2 dr jerman..hehe..

br2 ni korek nye korek..akhernya jmpe la gak pic lame2 dr ump..huhu..aku kangen bgt same sme org..kdg2 aku xtau la cmne nk facing life kalo diaorg tetibe disappear dr idop aku..sadisss..tp aku asek ingat pd die..asl eh??da lame xmuncol dlm kotak pikiran aku..tetibe je tumbuh tunas balik..aiyoyoy..bese laa..ble bnd lame diflashback, byk cite akan muncol..tp aku wat lek je..acece..aku cm coOl je skang..kdg2 fikiran ni akan dtg gak..bohong la kalo aku ckp aku da lpe trus..tade mknanye..kalo otak aku ni computer,leh la kot erase die trus..

ingat bkn bermaksud ske okeyh..xde kene mengena ngn feeling2 la bagai..tuh laa..ble saket ati,bnd baek yg die wat pon aku xpnah pasan..ye laa..da tenggelam ngn perbuatan2 yg laen2..pape pon..bnd da lpas..haha..tetibe tacing..bak kate pepatah.."luka da ilang tp parot ttp ade"..tp d goOd thing..stitch still wit me walopun de ketika aku rase nk bako2 je..hehe..tp stitch da cm kembar aku..xpat pisah..bygkn dr penang..aku heret stitch tuh naek bas..berebut2 la bgai..haha..tuh adelah kwn terbaek aku okeyh..jgn nk ngate die..

bile pk blk..tuhan da tentukn jln idop stiap hambaNya..just go wit flow je..baru2 dak2 ni tny.."eh pa,kalo die kawen ko g ke??"..aku selamba ckp "xpyh ar..biar bnd tuh abeh takat situ je.."..tp kalo pali kawen aku g..huhuhu..da hampir 2 taon..trus terang, aku xpat cari suitable person lg..tah laa..rase tuh pudar gak..lgpon..byk bnd nk achieve..lelaki dtg dan pegi..chewahh, nk bersastera plak..haha..tade laa..susah la nk lelaki yg appreciate kite..bkn sbb nk gnekn kite..haha..da terkena br la nk matang skit..yeke???

yela kot..cme skang aku nk satisfy my parents je..xphm la ape yg diaorg nk sebenarnye..walopun br2 ni aku gado beso ngn mak aku..aku hagak hangin..skit2 die lebehkn menantu die..(jelesh nye kategori la kot)..kate mak, dr kecik aku mmg merap dr adik aku..(merap dlm bhs kedah..bhs biasanya manja)..xde mknanye..kalo aku rase bnd tuh sala,aku ckp je..mak tuh asek jg ati dan perasaan org..tah pape2..

tuh laa..aku xpat meluahkn pape da lame..susah laa..org tua kite bkn phm sgt pon..ape2 la mak..asl kn mak bahagia..aku pny la ego langsong xmkn nasi..masok ari kedua aku lapoO sgt..akhernye mlm tuh aku mkn gak..huhu..ape yg buleh aku simpulkan..aku da bersara dr arena mnjadi baek pd sme org ataupun org yg aku syg..sia2 je beb..last2 die akan tikam ko dr belakang n buat cite mcm2..doll..manusia kengkadang xpnah bersyukur..tp kite xbuleh judge org sbb kite pon bkn baek sgt..insyaAllah, smoga tuhan sntiasa bersama kite dan berikan yg terbaek..amin~

Marry YOU...!!!!

It’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,

No one will know,

Come on girl.

Who cares if we’re trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,

Shots of patron,

And it’s on girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.

If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

I’ll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,

So whatcha wanna do?

Let’s just run girl.

If we wake up and you wanna break up that’s cool.

No, I won’t blame you;

It was fun girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.

If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,

Tell me right now baby,

Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

ble aku jatuh chenta lg...!!!

ble aku jatoh chenta lg..ye..nape??xcaye ke??aku pOon..smnjak dua menjak ni,hati aku xkeruan..aiyoyo..sgt2 dlm dilema..asek nk tatap je muka die..seyes caught my attention..adekah ini chenta??aku ckp kt mak.."mak,cheq da tau da nk bg menantu org ape kt mak.."mak aku plak bleh plak wat blur..ohhh..tp mak aku kate aku sasau..adeh

sejak bertemu die,dowh..aku everyday nk online..hehehe..cara die..aku rase sgt berkharisma, kemas, maskulin and sgt protective..da sah2 aku jatoh ati..matenye yg kecik..kalo die nanges sure2 aku rase sgt tacing..his voice,seyes aku rase sgt sexy..die snyum pon da hamper wat aku pengsan..wat to do??aduh..acane ni??cmne aku nk wat??da angau pe..

sme ni salah Prosecutor Princess..aku sgt2 la angau sbbkn oleh drama ni..aduh..aku rase aku asek ulang je tgk drama ni..smpai marathon ke pg..maseh xpuas ati..aku donload plak citer ni..ble barah drama korea suda merebak..wuuhuuu..smpai abeh sekotak tisu gara2 drama ni + selsema..tacing weyh

nk tau sape yg aku da jatoh chenta skang??tadaaa...ni la orgnye.."Park Shi Hoo"...aduh,ske2..xbleh tahan..mak,ni la menantu mak..org korea..yeehaaa~

aduh..btol2 wat aku gle ni..=)

tdo pon leh nmpak comel..tensi2..

ni la yg aku rase die plg macho..

24 swEEt..haha

15 March..yeay..date yg paling aku ske..walopun aku bz drive ke hulu ke hilir..tp sme da settle..got a lot of wishes..the earliest come from of coz my mOm yg da soh aku pilih beg to hadiah bday..hehe..not forgetting all my family..smpat lak diaorg kate aku da tua..excuse me, aku maseh muda..jgn nk lebeh2..yeah..jamuan kfc walopun aku da xdpt mkn daa..sempat lg aku g amek ubat sbb jangkitan kuman kt kerongkong..sbb tuh sore aku langsung xkua 14 March..sioOt nye virus..

pg2 lg dpt text msg from yana and arep..wee~disini aku xkn kutok ko arep..ko mmg kacak lg bergaye kalah micheal bubble..haha..white bubble..thnx tok sme wish yg aku dpt..hadiah xbermakna selaen dari wish yg membe2 kasi..yeah..tanda sokongan dan ikhlas dr korg..pjg lg perjlnan idop..kdg2 diatas,kdg2 di bwh..smua tuh wat aku ingat..hargai ape yg ade dpn mate..ye!!i remember...

arini aku xpat sediakn kek dan laen2 sbbnye aku pnat..haha..mayb esok laa..aku akan carik..sian lak tgk aiman dan ainaa..makin meningkat umo makin xheran nk sambot..last skali pon smbut kt UMP je..tuh adelah party bday yg terbaek pnah aku ade..missin sme kwn2 aku..=(

btw..dis weekend aku nk brjumpe diarg..da setaon lebeh kitaorg berjaohan tp aku rase cm dekat je..haha..siap ar..hadiah aku kalo tade..aku sekeh pale sorg2..thanx to maxis yg bg sore aku xkuar arini..mane taknye..asyek bergayut je spnjg ari..and membalas text yg org wish..tp yg aku plg ske..alep mua'dz call and wish my bday..dr form 5 until now die xpnah lpe wish kt aku..unfortunate,xpat jmpe die dis week sbb die blk n9..hopin 2 see him next tyme..=(

toO all my bff-->leen,daya,zai,nana,yana,KE,alep,tehah,adie,mizi...thnx alot..today was d best day happen in my life..may God bless all of u and make our life surrOunded by happiness...yeay~

I lOVE YOU

ala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you
And I, I like the way, you're such a star
But that's not why I love you, hey

[bridge]

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

[chorus]

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated
But that's not why I love you, hey

[bridge]

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

[chorus]

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeaaa

ohhhh, ohhhh

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
yea-a-a

[chorus]

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)
la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)
la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)
la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)