kesabaran...

ari2 aku merungut..mcm2 hal xkene dlm idop..pas aku larik dr company kt penang tuh..aku jadik buntu tok next action aku...abg aku cm bese..beleter jap tp die da settlekn dgn bos company tuh..maseh eh..tade ar..aku hangen gak kene pakse wat ot yg hanya rm3 sejam..bapak ar..da r sabtu kne keje..xkaye ar duet tuh..saket jiwa lg ade ar..yg membuatkn aku decide tok blah adelah.."satu petang..aku jln2 kt queensbay...lapo2 tahap gaban..soo,aku ngah wat choice nk mkn pe..tetibe lalu dpn pizza..die state.."jawatan kosong tok krew sepenuh dan separuh masa"..tp tuh bkn masalah..aku tgk ot die tuh..rm4..mahal rm1 kot..adoy..bek keje kt pizza je dr pening pale wat design..xcm haram kan..??hisyhh..

tyme keje,tetibe je 3 org dak chinese meh tegor aku..alih2 rpenye junior aku kt ump..diaorg ngh praktikal..aku xknal pon tp da diaorg tegor...aku pon borak ar..diaorg ar courage aku soh blah..diaorg lg ar kesian..da r praktikal..elaun rm 400 je..keje smpai kol 10 mlm..ot jgn harap ar nk ade..hisyh..bek keje kt site..lg snang kan??pas kejadian tuh..mak aku trus desak..soh sambung master cpt..yelaa..aku nk g ar ni ump..nk decide wat taughtcourse ke or research..hrmm...tp aku lom serik lg..tetap nk keje gak..kate abg aku.."ape2 la..asal hg bahagia"..rase nyesal lak xg singapore..tuh la..tergedik2 sgt nk keje dkat..kn da ilang peluang...tape laa..rezeki kt mane2 je..

aku da nyesal..xnk push hard lg..kali ni aku nk pilih btol2 yg leh wat aku stay lame...haha..bangang sunggOh kan..sbb tuh ar..kesabaran tuh penting stiap org..aku pnah berjumpa ngn maklong ni..die tgk mke aku..tetibe die ckp.."xpyh kalut sgt..rezeki ade cme lambat je"..adoy..terase malu tetibe..org yg aku xbape kenal pon ckp cm2..xpe,Tuhan sntiasa dgn hambaNya yg bersabar kan..owh..arini tetibe kak naz anto msg kt fb..nk alamat..sah2 nk kawen la ni..haha..jap je aku rase..ramai da membe2 aku nk kawen..cpt sunggoh kn..aku rase cm mude je lg..kate mak..aku ni xbtol..xleh de komitmen dlm mase skang..sampai ati kn mak ckp cm2..ape2 pon..mak da knal anak die da dkat 24 taon..soo,xmustahil lak die nye kate2 tuh btol..ye mak..slagi xpat master..org xkn de pakwe..kawen apetah lg..langsong xpnah wujod dlm kamos idop...(wat mase skang laa..poyo je eh ayat..hehe)..

ape2 pon..maseh abah yg tetibe topup rm20 kt aku..maseh sbb settlekn bil celcom yg rm329.15..pdahal simcard xpnah gne and da call soh terminate..operator tuh confidentnye ckp..da terminate..last2..die kasi utang lak soh aku bayo walopun aku da xpasti mane dudok simcard tuh..haram j sunggoh..bayo free2 je kt celcom..lepas bli jeans levis kot..tensennye...yelaa..aku da jrg online..lgpon stiap sorg dlm umah aku gne broadband..aku rembat je laa mane yg ade..hisyhh..smpai ble2 aku tanak gne celcom..blacklist!!!!!owh..lpe lak..br je ckp psl sabar..aleh2 laen plak aku citer..xpe ar..da nk subuh..solat jgn dilupe..wee~

p/s:welcome to the greatest month of the year.."MARCH"...=)

good news..!!

dpt anak buah lg??yeah..lg pertambahan pendudok dlm family othman..btw congrats kt akak aku..yeah..tp aku??makin tua laa..harapnye heroin lak kali ni..br balance skit..hepy2..hahah

nekna??kne cptkn kenduri kawen dis raya lorr..mak aku da bising daa..t takot clash ngn akak aku yg sorg lg dok berpantang..!!haisyh..cm pesta lak kan..really excited and eager to face it..haha..(lebeh2 lak aku eh)..aiyok..kne cpt carik kebaya maroOn ni..sbb aku ni ske larik tema..aku da g survey kt pnang tp aku btol2 terpikat ngn kebaya putih..sgt cantek n bergaye..tp akak aku da sound.."ni bkn majlis hg..jgn nk tuka tema plak.."haha..

rase cm cpt je kan..alif br lima bulan..alih2 nk dpt sepupu lak..!!pepon smoga sme bnd yg dirancang akan dpt keberkatan drNya..wokeyh!!

merepek dan trus merepek...

tragedy ikan talang begitu hebat..smpai ke spital..mujor akak aku tade mende..kalo x..mmg la kne..abeh sme org aku call..bgtau bnd hebat ni..hahaha..mmg kne nganjeng seumo idop la nekna psl terlekat ikan talang..hahaha..mak aku pon gelak gak..arini cousin aku meh umah..ngn membe die..so borak2 kosong je..mlm2 sibuk akak aku menelaah buku pengantin..yelaa,sibuk nk wat persiapan..plg cpt tgh taon ni,kalo xpon ujong taon..sibuk je..adik aku da bli kebaya tok wedding t..tema maroOn tp sebelah lelaki warna hijau kalo xsalah...

aku da plan tok hantaran nye gubahan..cup cake skali..hehe..xsabo je..kate mak,ni last kenduri buat mase skang..almaklum la aku ngn adik aku lmbt lg..aku lg ar..calon pon tade..br2 ni mak aku ckp..jodoh aku tah2 org key el or johooO..btol ke mak..??pandai2 je kan nk tetapkn..adoyai..after a week menderita,akhirnya dapoO umah aku siap gak di renovate..tensen toll..kate mak,mak nk anak2 sambung blajo kalo bleh smpai phd..mak,kami bkn genius nk blajo smpai phd..ade rezeki tuhan kasi,ade laa..sme ni harap dr Yang Maha Esa je..btol kan..!!!??

membe2..japg aku ckp..skang ni aku gle layan lagu lady antabellum:ready to love again,i run to you,need you now..bruno mars:grenade, just the way u are..plain white ts..tp lagu a lonely september mmg tacing abeh..tetibe flashback sme memory..aiyok..tp tuh tetap lagu..pepon aku ske..taylor swift: story of us..chare mampos lyrics die..

kwn2 aku..mujor la aku maseh stick ngn diaorg..terutama daya,leen,zai,nana..yg laen2 dr mrsm of coz melekat smpai skang..yelaa..da la dak2 dua eko tuh asek panggil aku isi lupekn kulit..huh..geram sunggoh..syukur sbb skang rezeki keluarga kami xpenah2 putos..walopun macam2 dengki,tohmahan dan laen2..tp dgn izin Allah,smenye baek2 belaka..kate mak,manusia ni mmg dengki..kdg2 xbleh tgk org laen lebeh dr diaorg..pepon,bersabo je byk2..sme ni dugaan dr Tuhan..tp kebenaran akan keluar t..aku bangga mempunyai ayah aku sememangnye penyabar..xpnah dgr die merungut..dan sentiasa memastikan anak2 die yg utama..time kasih abah..mak pulak walopun aku asek usik die..die cm bese,garang tetap garang tp layankn je kitaorg sme..

besh gle de family cmni..sme supportive..huhu..weekend je kitaorg lepak sesame..yelaa..sme asek keje..tyme weekend je leh borak2..da la sme perangai sengal2..aku je pendiam..hehehe..apepon terjadi,sme bnd da tertulis dlm qada dan qada..jgn merungut or pape je..just follow je ape yg terjadi and try to make everything easy..dunia ni kejap je..kite pon xtau ble ajal kite akan smpai..oleh yg demikian..berbaeklah dgn sme org..aku pon maseh usahakn tok berbaek ngn sesape yg pnah wat aku hangen dan berdendam..besela,manusia mane pnah smpurna..

I run to you...(-:-) luv it,luv it...yeay~

I run from hate, I run from prejudice

I run from pessimists, but I run too late

I run my life or is it running me, run from my past

I run too fast or too slow it seems

When lies become the truth

That's when i run to you

This world keeps spinning faster

Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to you baby

When it all start coming undone

baby, you're the only one I run to, I run to you

We run on fumes, your life and mine

Like the sands of time slippin' right on through

And our love's the only truth

That's why i run to you

This world keeps spinning faster

Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to you baby

When it all start coming undone

baby, you're the only one I run to, I run to you

Whoa, oh, i run to you

This world keeps spinning faster

Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to you baby

When it all start coming undone

baby, you're the only one I run to, I run to you, I run to you yeah

Whoa, oh, i run to you

I run to you girl, whoa

I always run to you

Run to you, run to you

Ready to Love Again..

Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction

I barely recognize my own reflection, no

Scared of love but scared of life alone

Seems I've been playing on the safe side baby

Building walls around my heart to save me, oh But it's time for me to let it go

Yeah, I'm ready to feel now

No longer am I afraid of the fall down

It must be time to move on now

Without the fear of how it might end

I guess I'm ready to love again

Just when we think that love will never find you

You runaway but still it's right behind you, oh

It's just something that you can't control

Yeah, I'm ready to feel now

No longer am I afraid of the fall down

It must be time to move on now

Without the fear of how it might end

I guess I'm ready to love again

So come and find me

I'll be waiting up for you

I'll be holding out for you tonight

Yeah, I'm ready to feel now

No longer am I afraid of the fall down

It must be time to move on now

Without the fear of how it might end

I guess I'm ready, I'm ready to love again

g wedding..yeke??

ari jumaat aritu..last minute mak aku ckp..jom p key el..tok wedding hafiz n sofura..aku pon ikot je..1st day lepaking kt gombak..aku abehkn mase tgk tv je..mujo xkene beleter ngn abg aku psl aku berenti keje..hehehe..so next day tuh..awl2 kitaorg da siap..g terjah bangi..doll..aku terlupe amek pic..ase 1 je..pic pelamin..haha..siot..xpe..papa kate..wait je kt fb..t die uploadkn..hehe

smpai2 je aku mkn,mkn,mkn dan trus mkn..ptg tuh..pas mandi2..mkn lg..aku xtau la ape jadi ngn prot aku pasni..sambil tuh open table n trus bercerita..mcm nk pecah prot aku dgr mak ngah tuh cerita..ketawa smpai mengalir air mate..mmg dasat..ptg tuh tinggal kaum kerabat akak ipar aku ngn kitaorg je tinggal..aku pon pusing2 tgk kawasan tuh..sunyi je..tetibe mak ngah tuh cite..aunty akak ipar aku tuh sr eng kt petronas..gaji berpuloh2 ribu..tp anak2 sme kt luar negara..sian tgk dia..sorg2 je..mak smpat membebel.duet banyak pun nk watpe..xde life..rumah tgga xde..tp pk2 blk..btol gak kate mak ngah..xpe laa..da naseb die kan..ape leh wat..

lepak2,tgk2 liverpoOl nye game..seri kot kalo xsalah..sbb aku xde la addict ngn liverpoOl..tgk2 cmtu je..pastu nye game plg besh..mu lawan manchester city..nani plak skor tok goal 1st..macho ar..pastu roOney tmbh lg sebutir..hehe..layankn je laa..mlm skit abg aku hajak g nilai 3..akak aku smpat la survey tok brg2 kawen die t..tp kami gle tgk tudung..bapak murah..beli smpai abeh duet..gle ar..cm xpnah tgk..hehe..trok sunggoh..abg aku lg ar terkejut tgk perangai kitaorg..midnite tuh g ronda2 bangi n kajang..xde ar menarik mane pon..bese2 je..hrmm..pepon sgt enjoy aritu..cm reunion plak..hehe..mak kate..xpe..t kite g laen..baek!!!

nyte event...=)

tadaa..9/02..midnite smlm lepak kt kedai mkn..sbb lapoO sgt2..alih2 tgk kt hp da 09/02...aku tetibe teringat..yep..arini bday bff aku...Adie!!! trus aku msg die..haaha..dis week die balik kedah..soo tgk carik perfect day tok kami kua hanging out sesame..da lame doll xjmpe die..haha..xsabo aku..suddenly aku teringat..opss..arini kn bday amirul amir aka ame..aku pon tros anto msg wish kt die..tetibe die trus call..soo..byk gak kitaorg borak..tp sadisnye smpai skang die xde fb..lol..zaman skang sape lg pakai fs..aku pon pakse die wat..last skali die pon mengalah..da wat die akan inform aku t..tp perangai die xbrubah..cm dolu2 gak..gile2..nyesal aku xsmpat bergambo ngn die tyme dinner..btol2 terlupa..pdhal meja dkat je..pepon die salah sorg membe aku yg agak sengal kt ump...smoga both of u akan berjaye xkire ape yg korang wat..=)

last nyte..lepaking smpai my bro in law..kne saman ngn majlis bndaran..sbb buang rokok merata2..pdn mke..hahaha..pepOn enjoy gle bwk alif hakimi jln2..da 4 bulan lebeh pon dak tuh..sooO..special tok baby naj..tgk la pic kami sme lepak..hahaha..musti prot hg busok sgt kn skang..lalalalal~