THE STORY OF US..(^-^)

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,

How we met and the sparks flew instantly,

People would say, "They're the lucky ones".

I used to know my place was spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to fall-out,

So many things that I wish you knew,

So many walls that I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say,since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

NEXT CHAPTER

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,

And you're doing your best to avoid me.

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,

But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,

I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say,since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest,

Of who can act like they care less,

But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle in your hands now,

But I would lay my armor down,

If you said you'd rather love than fight.

So many things that you wished I knew,

But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say,since the twist of fate when it all broke down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now,now,now

And we're not speaking,

And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?

I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

THE END

renungan di pg hari..walaweh~!!!

yosh..sdar xsdar da 10 ari kite berpOse..lg 19 ari lg nk raye kn??kate mak taOn ni pose xcukup 30 ari!!! nice..~ baju raye aku da tmpah..tp ptg karang nk g bli lg sepasang kt penang..pose da ar xpnah cukop..ade ati nk g bli lg..shopping tok kasot,tudung,t-shirt and sluar lom wat lagik..byk fasa toll nk kne shopping..td pas sahOo..aku lepak ngn mak,abah n akak aku..smntara nk tunggu subuh..sembang je laa..ske eh dpt bonus kerajaan kasi..ceh..

tetibe aku terpk..doll..bln pose ni bln mulia kan??harap2 sme respek la bulan ni..tuhan bg ujian tok hambaNya kalo die yakin hambaNya leh menghadapinye..kdg2 ape yg berlaku di sekeliling ni ade buruk baeknye..hikmah yg kite sndiri xtau in d future..aku??terase tenang..kdg2 manusia yg ske fitnah org tuh ape je kebaekn yg die dpt kan?aku pon xphm..cerita boleh direka tp ingat kt atas sane..ade lg Yang Lebih Berkuasa.. pekakkn telinga or wateva..bia org kate kite jht..hnya kite je tau segalanya..satu hari nnti smenye akan terbongkar..abeh ar sandiwara org2 yg mcm bullshit ni..aiseh..terkasar bhs la plak..

next chapter..oHh..congrats kt ex-rummate aku mase kt maresmawi kerane nk kawen da pOn..waahh..da de 3 invitation..asl ramai seboOk nk kawen ni??haha..xpe2..majlis yg akan berlangsung kt Bukit Mahkota Clubhouse, Bangi..aku try la g kalo diizinkn..insyaAllah..lgpon alep da bising soh g event ni..btw, mase tuh aku da de kt joHo..snang la sket kalo nk gerak g sane..doll..chare ar..aku da abeh wat luahan tok ari ni..tgk la ble mane aku rajin..aku citer lg..wat mase skang..bz..nk wat persiapan akak aku yg nk wat majlis resepsi pade raye ke 5..chOw dolu~~~~

kad raye

jumaat yg menenangkn..coti menyebabkn ramai org xkua umah..bahagianye jln raye tyme ni..aku bgn je dan trus hajak mak g ANEKA..kt gurun je..xde r jaOh mane dr umah aku pOn...tp mak xsmpai ati nk tinggal alif sorg2..soO..aku poN berangkat ngn akak aku dan anak2 buah yg ske menyibuk iaitu aiman dan ainaa..tp beshnye xde ar aku kne bwk g kedai mkn sbb arini kan pOse..

tp aku kua sbb nk tgk ade ke sales??tade ar sgt..tp aku g bli kad raye..2o keping..besh gle..taOn ni aku nk anto kt sme classmate..kt UMP ar..soO aku da stat mintak alamat dak2 tuh..tp tgn lak sakit asek tulis ucapan je..hehe..xpe ar..setaOn sekali je kot..dak2 lelaki br dpt alamat abg tang, pisak dan pares..yg len2 dlm progress..taoOn ni tatau nape aku rajin nk antoO kt sme kwn2 kesygn aku..xlpe kt dak2 maresmawi..hehe..jd tunggu je la nnti posmen antoO g umah korang..pepOn..selamat berpOse..=)

Skyscraper..

Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

[Chorus]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

[Chorus]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

[Bridge]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper, Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

puase oH puase..=)

bln pose yg begitu indah lg..haha..ahd aritu aku da wat medical checkup kt spital yan..rpenye cpt je..kalo aku tau, xde ar aku g cpt2..huhu..aku lom wat pengesahan kt skolah..t ar aku g..skang sibuk nk cari tiket g mersing..adoy..!!!mule2 aku lepak ngn daya sbb keesokkn ari kitaOrg da nk g daftar..1st time beraye ngn daya n cai..leen ngn nana, sile jgn dengki wokeyh~~~

bukak pose kali ni, xde ar hentam byk sgt mknan..aku sgt gembira..pas wat medical checkup tuh..aku dpt tau aku da trun 3 kg..haha..sy sgt sukaaaaa=)..jd aku xleh rakus menjamah mknan..kang jd belOn blk..aku gak susah..da r skang gle ngn sales!!!haha..mane je aku dgr..sme aku terjah..pastu bli brg kemahuan plak tuh..bkn keperluan..cet..

dasar perempuan tuh..tetap perempuan..sblm buka pose..aku akan amek pic mknan dan send kt abg,adik n akak aku yg jaoh sket dr kitaorg..pstu sure2 diaorg akan maki aku blk..hahaha..pdn mke...pepOn..time kaseh kt penaja baju raye aku...maseh eh..haha..aku sgt gembira de akak2 cm korang..len kali sponsor lg tau..

br2 ni adik da wat pengakuan..die nk knalkn seseorg kt mak ngn abah..gle ar..da jmpe pasangan idOp..brani nk introduce lg..aku pon xpnah knalkn face to face..stakat tau da cukOp ler..kalo da tahap serius gaban..leh ar bwk blk tnjuk kt mak ngn abah kt umah..pepOn aku ucap tahniah kt adik sbb da nk langkah bendul aku..tinggal aku sorg je 'hot hot chick' dlm umah..emas putih jgn lpe..tuh perjnjian tau..lalalalala~

R.I.P

On 25th July 2011..9.05 pm..my luvly grandma has been passed away..the moment i just informed about this news, i was just in shock and it seem so unreal...(and it still does)..the weekend b4 her death, i was just sit there and and it didn't seem to me that anything was wrong wit her...so sad..btw, we can't live forever..when our times has come, we can't avoid it..=(

yup..my grandma actually already reached 94 years old..actually i duno how to express my feeling for her..i've been closed to her since i was born..soOO..i cried a little bit but i can't show it..sbb my dad da pesan..xelok nanges dpn mayat..nnti die sedih..yee..my grandma xde saket ape pOn cme ble da smpai umO cm2..saket tua je jwpnnye..~~~

aku smpat mengucup die buat kali terakhir...air mate aku bergenang lg..i'm not strong enough to face it!!!at her funeral..the rain pouring down.. sgt2 lebat..tp kitaorg sikit pon xberganjak..tp aku puas ati aku dpt melihat my grandma until her last breath..smpai arini aku maseh rase cm my grandma maseh ade kt dlm umah die..susah nk buang this feeling..kalo da lame t okeyh la kOt..

arwah atuk pOn da wait my grandma for 25 years..soO long..now, they will meet each other in another world..Insyaallah..aku cme berharap agar Tuhan tempatkn beliau di tempat org yg beriman..and all memories with her i will keep it in my mind..~~~~

in d middle of juLy

my family laa..

family sbelah lelaki..

ngn mak dan abah..

hot2 chick..haha

pengantin dan mas kawen..chare=)

mcm2 bnd berlaku..ade yg pelik..ade yg xtau nk describe..pepOn congrats kpd akak2 aku yg sibuk nk bg lg 2 org anak buah..3 org pon da pening..ni nk tmbh lg..sah2 aku xblk daa umah aku t..selain itu..ye..kpd akak aku aka Nekna..congrats sbb da pOn bergelar isteri kpd abg cik..dan kenduri nye pd raye ke 5 ni..!!!ye..thniah kpd geng2 yg da kawen..kpd hot2 chick rumah ni yg ade lg 2 org iaitu aku dan adik aku..same2 la kite kekalkn ke"hot"tan kite eh??=)

baru2 ni majlis akad nikah Nekna berlangsong kt masjid al-wusta yg terletak di hdpn SKGC iaitu sekolah rendah lame aku..dgn sekali je lafaz..da sah jd suami isteri..mknan yg melimpah ruah menyebabkn rumah aku ketidakmampuan tok menjamah semua mknan yg disediakn..pepOn tahniah gak kt mak aku yg sedaya upaya memasak dgn begitu lazat lg menyelerakn..yeayy~~

kehadiran semua ahli keluarga aku menggamatkn lg suasana dimana upacara sarong cincin diadakn di rumah kitaOrg sndiri..aku xbyk amek gambar..maklum la..low profile..acece..disini aku sertakn sket pic..kalo nk tgk pnoh..tgk je la kt fb..berlambak lg gambO..soo..tgk je yg mane ade okeyh!!!