R.I.P

On 25th July 2011..9.05 pm..my luvly grandma has been passed away..the moment i just informed about this news, i was just in shock and it seem so unreal...(and it still does)..the weekend b4 her death, i was just sit there and and it didn't seem to me that anything was wrong wit her...so sad..btw, we can't live forever..when our times has come, we can't avoid it..=(

yup..my grandma actually already reached 94 years old..actually i duno how to express my feeling for her..i've been closed to her since i was born..soOO..i cried a little bit but i can't show it..sbb my dad da pesan..xelok nanges dpn mayat..nnti die sedih..yee..my grandma xde saket ape pOn cme ble da smpai umO cm2..saket tua je jwpnnye..~~~

aku smpat mengucup die buat kali terakhir...air mate aku bergenang lg..i'm not strong enough to face it!!!at her funeral..the rain pouring down.. sgt2 lebat..tp kitaorg sikit pon xberganjak..tp aku puas ati aku dpt melihat my grandma until her last breath..smpai arini aku maseh rase cm my grandma maseh ade kt dlm umah die..susah nk buang this feeling..kalo da lame t okeyh la kOt..

arwah atuk pOn da wait my grandma for 25 years..soO long..now, they will meet each other in another world..Insyaallah..aku cme berharap agar Tuhan tempatkn beliau di tempat org yg beriman..and all memories with her i will keep it in my mind..~~~~

in d middle of juLy

my family laa..

family sbelah lelaki..

ngn mak dan abah..

hot2 chick..haha

pengantin dan mas kawen..chare=)

mcm2 bnd berlaku..ade yg pelik..ade yg xtau nk describe..pepOn congrats kpd akak2 aku yg sibuk nk bg lg 2 org anak buah..3 org pon da pening..ni nk tmbh lg..sah2 aku xblk daa umah aku t..selain itu..ye..kpd akak aku aka Nekna..congrats sbb da pOn bergelar isteri kpd abg cik..dan kenduri nye pd raye ke 5 ni..!!!ye..thniah kpd geng2 yg da kawen..kpd hot2 chick rumah ni yg ade lg 2 org iaitu aku dan adik aku..same2 la kite kekalkn ke"hot"tan kite eh??=)

baru2 ni majlis akad nikah Nekna berlangsong kt masjid al-wusta yg terletak di hdpn SKGC iaitu sekolah rendah lame aku..dgn sekali je lafaz..da sah jd suami isteri..mknan yg melimpah ruah menyebabkn rumah aku ketidakmampuan tok menjamah semua mknan yg disediakn..pepOn tahniah gak kt mak aku yg sedaya upaya memasak dgn begitu lazat lg menyelerakn..yeayy~~

kehadiran semua ahli keluarga aku menggamatkn lg suasana dimana upacara sarong cincin diadakn di rumah kitaOrg sndiri..aku xbyk amek gambar..maklum la..low profile..acece..disini aku sertakn sket pic..kalo nk tgk pnoh..tgk je la kt fb..berlambak lg gambO..soo..tgk je yg mane ade okeyh!!!

rolling in the deep..

woot..dis song actually da lame tp aku sgt2 ske..ari2 aku akan dgr lagu ni..of coz laa sbb da jd ringtone aku kot..haha..tp cbe hayati lyrics ni..sgt2 meaningful.. aku surf tenet and found sort of opinion about meaning of this song..basically, mmg btol..terutama pompuan yg kne betrayed ni..heh..so aku pon xterkecuali dr pernah menghadapi situasi ni..

bagi aku lak this song is about a woman obviously thinking of her love and relationship with a man who actually already in love but the man played with her heart and took advantage from her..duhh..yg gurl ni pon thought they had a chance at a deeper love.. last skali yg aku hagak la kan..walopun yg pompuan ni still syg kt boy tuh tp die da xnk daa..tuh yg terbaek!!!haha..so kt bwh ni aku letak lagi opinion psl lagu ni..

"I feel this song is about her being so head over heals in love with this guy... But now her heart is in a different stage that mean she isn't so much as heartbroken as she is betrayed and by her feeling this way is bringing the revenge to surface so that she doesn't have to feel played... It also said that she isn't blind to the man she thought he was but very aware of the pieces of shit he really is... She is telling him to say what he wants.... She also saying that she is not just set back and feel mighty because this man fucked she over... The best part when she trying to say that she isn't running around and telling all these stories but she know he was....and she wants that guy to think how he did her wrong as he had a good thing going but he fucked up everything...(-_-)"....

terrible je..but this is give courage for whom been used by a jerk..LoL..bkn sme tp ade la yg sikit..btw, really enjoy full album Adele..no wonder her song gain spot to number 1 on chart around the world..bravo!!!!!..with her intelligence hoping she can produce more meaningful and artistic lyrics..luv u..--;@

LoVe for yOu..--:@

arini prot aku sgt sakit..disebabkn setiap bln pompuan nye keadaan mmg cmni..arini aku hangen xtentu pasal..emosi tah pape..ni yg meluat ble waktu da tibaa..da namenye pompuan,trima je la kan..!!huhu..ptg td jmput adik aku yg sibuk nk blk stiap minggu..huh..da r aku call berpuluh kali die xde respon..mmg kesabaran tade langsong..last2 die ckp batery hp abeh..sia2 je aku mengamok td..haha..

owh, tuh cme smpingan je..sebenarnye aku nk ckp yg aku sgt tingat pd classmate aku..wuuh..seyes aku sntiasa merindui diaorg..sbb skang aku tade keberanian nk contact sesape pon..jd aku diamkn diri dolu..da r bln 9 ni kne daftar kt utm..3 hb sept akak aku nye wedding..acane diaorg nk send aku ke jOho??last2 aku ckp aku g sndiri je..t daya sile jmpot aku wokeyh..da beso pon..pndai2 la berdikari kan..

td aku terjumpe pendrive lame aku doll..tetibe de 1 folder pic tyme jamuan raye mase aku taon 2 kot..haha..seyes aku tersenyum sndiri ble tgk pic tuh..kalo aku jmpe korg2 sme..mau aku picit2 je idong..huhu..mujur la daya da kt utm tuh...tp nnti cmne la azlin tuh nk jmpe kitaorg lak kan..??pdn mke leen..=) skang aku cme harap zai pon dpt utm gak..tp zai lom dapat surat tawaran lg..pihak utm, sila bg surat tawaran cpt2 kt zai..

smbil menyetelkn ape yg patot..aku pon turut membantu dlm pemilihan baju akad nikah akak aku..pehal lak kne tny aku kn??sape yg nk kawen sbenarnye??kate akak aku, aku sgt2 cerewet..tmbh2 kalo nk bli baju..jd pendapat aku diguna pakai..hehe..tmbh mak aku plak..die xske blikn baju tok aku..nnti die kate aku akan komplen dan bebai(merujuk bhs kedah yg bermksod tarik muka)..yeke mak??cmtu ke perangai saye??haisyhh..

burok bebeno rasenye..haha..tp tuh mase kureng matang kot..skang da bertmbh matang..jd sme tuh x menjd masalah..kalo dikenang dolu2 mase kecik2..kitaorg susah..aku lak ketegaq kalo bnd tuh mahal..aku nk musti kne beli..kuang ajo nye diri aku kecik2..cet..yela,aku akan berbakti pade mak ngn abah selagi hayat aku ade..acece..haha..tuh ar..abah pilih kasih tol..mase aku convo kt ump xmo g..die kate kalo aku smbung master tyme grad die g..cm leh caye..kalo unimap tuh sure2 die g..ni kt utm..alamak tinggal janji je laa..

tp yg wajib mesti die g konvo adik aku..yela, kt usm je kot..penang jaOh la sgt..kecik ati doll..huhu..ape pon..every weeken kitaorg akan lepak kt lua..haha..luang mase ngn abah ngn mak..kalo aku tua2 nnti pon aku nk jadi cm diaorg..sbb abah la kami sme jd cmni..xpnah die abaikn walopun sorg..walopun susah mase tuh..abah akan usaha carik duet tok besarkn kami..dgn izin tuhan segala penat lelah abah da terbayar..ye2..smpai ble pon En Othman adelah abah yg terbaek..saye syg abah smpai ble2.."hepy father's day abah"..luv u 4 eva...=)

my abah kt sebelah kanan..kacak..hehe

duniaku -->

hujan renyai2 ptg ni..aku plak kne g jmpot adik aku kt sg petani..smnjak die praktikal ni, every weeken nk blk..da r kene jmpot ngn kene anto blk usm..kang aku debik nanges plak..sedang aku dok dlm kete, tetibe nmpak rainbow..haha..aku pon tunjok kt aiman..excited lebeh je gmok tuh tgk pelangi..ala2 nora elena la plak kan..arini aku tersgt kenyang..mknan cukop2 byk..asal mak ari2 masak sedap2..??acane nk kuros cmneh??hisyhh..arini aku msg leen..da hagak daa..kene sebijik..die ckp aku sumbunk..hek eleh dak kecik nih..mane de..cme aku takot kaco die jee..kan die sibuk ngn tender memanjang..ohh..ucapan tok leen ngn pijot.."hepy anniversary yg ke 4"..haha..macho ar korg..aku sntiasa doakn jodoh korg berpnjgan..acece..haha..ye leen..aku sntiasa ingat ko walopun lame xmsg..smnjak maxis upgrade line..da cm tahi je signal kt sni..tahan sabo la aku..arini leen bkak cite kate daya da de skandal dak sudan..yeke???

aiyok~~ asl aku lmbt tau ni..aku tny daya, die lagi ar menidakkn benang yg sedia lembab ni..daya!!!jgn nk wat pasal..kn kite da jnji nk cari pakwe org joHoo..leen da dpt..kite ni hah..jgn nk memandai lak kn..hisyhh..oh..4hb hari yg ditunggu..ramai gle kenduri invitation..12 kenduri kot..aduy!! xlpe ngn membe2 aku yg sibuk berkahwin..haaa..mls aku nk g..diaorg asek tny ble turn aku lak..kn da xde jwpn nk kasik!!!huh..korg carik ar calon tok aku..kan senang..huhu..ohh..mls ckp da psl tuh..tp td aku lyn maharaja lawak..cm bese..feberet team aku of coz JAMBU.."mke legend,hati cute"..haha..last skali jgn lpe lyn Nora Elena kt tv 3..besh gle..lap u laa aaron aziz..=)

kt sni saje nk capap mke dak comey yg ala2 cm achik die..die ni addict kalo bunyi alarm kete..sah2 nanges nk ikot..aku la mangsa die kene jadik drebar..huh..mujur anak buah..kalo anak sndiri nak aku sepuk2 je..hehe (lawak je)..

ni adelah buah ati pengarang jantung kitaorg yg baru.."ALIF HAKIMI"..actually die br je umo 8 bln..haha..dasar baby gmok..syg gle kt dak gigi 2 ni..=)

tuut tuut..da lame dol aku xmengarang..sbbnye xperlu la nk ckp..yela,bz dgn kehidOpan..aduyai..sesunggOhnye aku harap sgt mak beli rumah laen..tuh chapter laen..skang ni trend laak..akak2 aku sme sibuk membeli umah baru..smenye sibuk la nk berpindah..akhernye abah ngn mak je yg tinggal..sbb tuh aku lebeh prefer dok kt sni..yelaa..yg blom berkahwin kne la jage parents kan..=)..mcm2 yg berlaku dlm mase beberape bln ni..yelaa, smpai serabut pale..sbb tuh aku deactivekn fb aku..tp aku mula berjinak2 ngn twitter..tgk laa..agak bengong gak aku gne..maklumlaa..tau plak gne kn..hehe

ptg kelmarin,akhernye aku da dpt offer letter dr utm..aku da jadik jr daya..daya jd akak senior aku..ceh..poyo je..1st person aku gtau adelah daya..trus aku call die..terkinja2 aku melompat2..haha..akhernye aku dpt smbung tok master lak..same course ngn daya plak tuh..haha..arini aku da anto respond letter kt utm..insyaallah, kalo sme berjln lancar..05/09 ni aku akan mendaftar di utm..sbnarnye merata aku g tok smbung master..ke unimap salah satunya...tp aku xrase aku pat wat research and abeh tepat pd waktunya..setelah berpikiran baek buruknye..akhernya aku came out with desicion..coursework je laa..da rezeki kt utm, trima je la kn..hehe..lgpon mak ngn abah mmg nk sgt aku smbung..jd sme ni tok mak ngn abah..huhu

johoO..here i come..aku da hagak daa daya..joho adelah tmpat carik jodoh aku..haha..daya, jd ar plan ni..plg lmbt pon taun dpn kite kne de bf gak..haha..sengal..btw..ramai kaum kerabat aku kt joho..so xde ar susah mane pon..tp xbesh ar sbb tgh2 moOd raye kne g daftar lak kan..taik sungGoh..luckily, my aunt de bukak spa kt giant skudai..aku da tmpah daa kt mak ngah..every weekend aku nk g wat spa kt sane..haha..tp ape2 pon..harap aku xlarik dr focus..grab master dolu..blajar dgn bersunggoh2 dan harap ape yg berlaku di ump xkn berulang lg kt aku..smoga utm memberi inspirasi tok aku menamatkn pengajian master aku..huhu..amin~

hOt and HotTer..demmit~~

ko pehal nk miss call byk2 kali..ble aku wat dek tuh phm2 je ar..maksodnye xnk diganggu..xphm bhs melayu ke hape..ko tepon laa gne number ape pon..aku xkn layan..bangang sunggOh mamat gle ni..bikin gua hangin je tgh2 cuaca mendung..hey brO, stop laa..kalO terase nk mkn penampaq gua ni, silakan laa..aku jelak snggOh..aku xsanggOp activated fb aku daa..ko menyamar sampai gua xtau mane satu profile lu kan..skang gua activate tweeter..ko dpt ke carik???haram nye manusia..kdg2 tuh tuhan bg otak cukop bijak tp bodo dlm wat tindakan..aku cbe tok aman damai..ko ingat aku lapaq laki sgt ke??haram ar lu..