Thursday, March 25, 2010

my liFE at site~

almost a month aku kt site..warna kulit jgn ckp ar..mmg itam tahap gaban..as sorg2 gurl kt site..dugaan sgt kuat..damn tol..site eng pon gedik ari2 call mau hajak mkn..aku tpkse layan..tp ari2 mau kate bz..ntah pe lg alasan leh aku bg sok..hmm..mujur a guy name nazrey..emm..umo hmpir sbaye..and die site supervisor kt ctu..he help me alot laa..teaching me cmne nk tepis godaan org2 beso ni..hrmm..tensen woo..aku da mcm operator nk jwb every single call yg hajak kua..damn btoll..environment site cmni ke??kalo aku tau mmg aku xhingin jejak kaki kt cni..tp tuh as challenge for d future laa..at site jugak i know a guy..soo nice to me..1st tyme die gne alasan tok ckp ngn aku..tetibe je soh aku sign 1 borang..terpinga2 aku..xde kaitan toll..hee..pastu die kate nk bnje 1 site and ask me kluar bli mknan ngn die..n i pon follow je..wit another fren laa..stat ctu die ari2 call and i'm thinking it's not a big deal..yela..kt site..ari2 org call..ntah pape..tp smpai satu mlm..aku keje smpai kol 8..and he asked to send me back home..hrmm..takot gak tp i'm suprised rpe2 nye die nk celebrate bday aku..sob2..ade gak yg menghargai..stat dr citu kami pon bcome more closer..lastly die bgtau yg die have been watching me since d 1st day i've entered d site..hrmm..but aku mintak kwn je dlu..mklumla past experience wat aku jage2 ckit..tp yg terkejutnye ape yg membe2 die ckp..siap merayu jgn tinggalkn dat guy..sbb die da seyes tahap gaban..perghh..bersungguh2 hajak aku kawen..wtf..da mcm angau..abeh 1 site tau yg aku nk kawen ngn die..even mat bangla pon..terkejut aku..seyes wat aku lg takut..da itam2 cmni pon die nk..buta kot..hmm..ntah la..mcm2 brlaku pas aku keje kt cni..aku cme hrp cpt abeh jg piling je..tp td eng plak call suh aku tunggu for concreting pile cap..damn ar..aduy..aku da pnat layan kerenah diaorg ni..plz ar..give me some space for breathing..hrmm..

Sunday, March 7, 2010

culture shock...

tired+tired+tired..tatau nk wat pe lg..ari2 keje..blk tdo..sok bgn g keje..life konform2 tade..btw,aku as jg piling kt site..tugas xde ar susah sgt as long xinvolve ngn probs..aku satu2 nye gurl..diaorg sme sgt prihatin psl aku..huhu..stiap jam asyek tny aku dahaga ke x..siap berebut2 belikn air..hrmm..aku jz lyn sme cm bese tp yg xskenye ble dioarg da stat lebeh2..aku g site cm bese..tetibe diaorg ckp.."arini nmpak sexy..cantek smcm"..wat d heck..semua lelaki kt situ..aku sure2 la maloo..damn..aku da stat mare tp aku leh kontrol lg..tp as gurl aku still takot..then, wakil piling ni tetibe hajak aku g dinner..aku ckp aku bz..tp die nk hajak gak..suh aku dress up cantek2..make up..siap ckp kalo aku free hair lg baek..lg nmpak gorgeous..seyes,aku takot..siap nk hajak 1 family aku kua..ari2 call aku..aku ckp next tyme kalo xde hal..pdahal DAMN...aku tanak..btol gak,kate sorg membe guy kt site..die jz suh aku ati2..takot diaorg de niat laen..aku xkesah kalo geng2 workers yg kaco sbb diaorg tuh sengal..so, mls amek pusing..tp ble org2 atas ckp cmtu,aku rs gerun sgt..aku brdoa cptla piling abeh..tanak jejak kaki kat situ daa..ari2 blk lewat..da r jaoh+pedalaman..jln hutan + sunyi..aduy,smoga tade bnd yg xelok berlaku..b strong..hrmm..cmne ari2 aku nk hadapi bnd ni..skang aku jz pakai jaket fac je..pakai tshirt pon da kate sexy..yg laen apatah lg..siot ar..DUMBASS..cm sial!!!

Monday, March 1, 2010

last tyme about him

today,i cried loudly..sdeyh ingat bnd yg terjd..for 2 years i spent tyme wit him..susah snang aku xpnah kire..mcm2 aku da wat tp yg ni yg die bg kt aku..aku xleh blame sesape..mayb aku xcukop baek tok die..akhirnye aku nangis gak mlm ni..aku ingat aku da kuat tp actually i'm not..trus terang aku mmg serik dgn lelaki..skali da kne,aku akan ingat seumur idop aku..ape pon yg die wat kt aku..aku harap die xkn wat bnd yg sme ngn pompuan len..plz appreciate ape yg org wat..mayb awk xkne lg..tp ble awk da kne satu ari nnti,mase tuh br awk akan ingat blk..bkn sme pompuan sme..sy mayb bodo..bdiam n xwat pape..sy lemah kn awk..sbb tuh awk snang2 je pijak sy.. sy knal awk lbeh dr org len..cmne awk sbenarnye..tp xpe..sy da maafkn awk tp tok lpekn ape yg awk da wat..sory ar,smpai ble2 pon xkn..dis scar tetap de..sy cme brharap awk brubah..sy tau awk phm ape yg sy ckpkn..
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