get up farah!!!!!

halu..dis tyme i'm busy in preparing myself..jg piling is not easy as been tought..damn..kalo soil or batu bg problem tyme piling..xmemasal nk kne ubah design kan..shit toll..huhu..2 days jg da de that kind of probs..so,tpksa hold dlu until engineer decide nk wat cane..btw..my life seem much better..knowing more people taught me sumtimes..yup,i'm so difficult in making fren..ingat lg sorg guy tuh mare sbb xnk berkenalan ngn die..wat d heck nk paksa2 org cmtu kn..sory ar,i can't open my heart to any1..mayb for a couples of year..yeah..it's hurtin to know that sum1 dat u love..u care about make up a story about u to his frens..althought i forgive him for wat his done but the scar is still there..can't be erased..now, i still in recover process..wit tyme passes,it helping a bit..i want to believe him but it is not the 1st tyme..so sad to know d truth..really painful becoz i can't tell anybody bout it..damn..i'm juz learn to be strong to face dis shit..for a couples a week,i jz start to wakeup and create a new life..mayb i can find my path sumday..i dun care wit people who want to blame me bout it..hoping i could find my happiness someday..

d end of feb..

listening to d orianthi..according to you and also allison iraheta with friday i'll be over you..nice voice with different music..truthfully really have a big impressed how orianthi play d bass..wow..nicely incredible..hoho..dis is wat i'm doin for a week including celebrating of wedding festive..yup..hectic life always come..haha..but every nite..spending tyme with d craziest guys in this planet..of coz wit my cousin fazeef afi which are truly make dis town have an eartquake..hehe..adding wit fitri..amir aka amir rooney..haha..it really got me headspinning..and make me feel better..sadly,my family will have a trip to johor and i couldn't go with them bcoz of work..oo..wat a bored life..huh..but now..i'm still in d progression planning to have a vacation to the tioman island with my beloved frens..yeay..d place already been surveyed..hoping d end of d june we can go there..after LI have been finished..yeay..can't wait to spend tyme together after been separated for a long tyme..huhu..missin them so damn much..hoping everything can be as have been planned..=p

sdeyh

aku sdeyh..sdeyh sgt..ati sakit..seburuk2 mane pon die tetap org yg aku syg..yg byk berkorban tok aku..aku xmungkin lpe ape yg die wat..salahkah kalo aku still backup die..kate org aku ni buta..sme yg die wat nmpak baek tp org len wat sme nmpak burok..aku xleh benci die..aku da cbe tp aku xmampu..ko xleh judge die cmtu..sbb ko tatau ape masalah die sbenar..biar org ckp cmne pon psl die..aku yakin,musti de sebab npe die brubah jd cmtu..btul kate kwn2 aku..ati aku lembut..sgt2..ntah laa..skang smenye nk blame aku..ape je salah aku..human xde perfect mane pon..mayb de wat salah dlm xsdar..sdeyh kn ble kite dituduh macam2..aku xkn berdiam kalo de org kutuk..die dan membe2 aku..mereka adelah everything to me..tp aku sdeyh sgt..hrmm