mad and angry....(-_-)

my heart beating faster..wat am i supposed to do..like in a path way..need to make decision weather it is wrong or right..hrmm..experiencing last 4 days wit disaster and terribly bad like ass hole..dem it!!!!!!!!!!i am not speaking wit anybody..i am sooo mad..but i shut my mouth from saying anything could lead to my temper..huh..y i need to face with them..y dis earth still keeping them and test me to through all this pain..????such an unfortunate life...2010 just a nightmare and i wish to end it faster...Soorry guys i can't even manage to return ur call or ur text..i am not ready to face it yet..let me settle down my conflict with my own..no need to find me at fb coz i'm already deactivate my account...fuck it up ur bitch..u can't find me anymore..hoh

daya....

genap da 23taon cik mate aka daya arini..aku malas nk wish gne tepon..sbbnye nk bio je..jht kn..so,dis post special mmg tok cik mate..hepi bday daya..da lebeh 4 taon kite berkwn tp cm da lame kn..sme susah snang da kite rase..btw..thnx sbb jadik kwn terbaek untuk aku..walopun aku ni xde ar sebaek mane..slalu ngate,buli,kutuk hg..tp jaoh di sudut ati aku..aku mmg ske berkwn ngn ko..(tetibe nk ayat tacing kn)..hehe..

saat aku jatoh,sedeyh,kecewa ngn idop..ko xpnah ignore aku..smase aku down tyme kt pnang (tyme LI) sbbkn oleh manusia bernama lelaki..ko xputus2 bg harapan dan tunjuk ajar..skang aku da lalui sme saat2 sukar tuh dgn jayanya..dan aku tpkse mengaku yg ko mmg terbaek yg pnah aku knal..(smbil menitiskn air mate..sob2)

mase di ump,ko xpenah merungut walopun aku rase byk perangai yg xmenyenangkn aku wat..perangai ko yg sntiasa sabar,caring and mcm2 lg..aku rase tuh yg wat aku sgt2 xnk kehilangan ko dlm idop aku..dol..walopun mate ko xsebesar mate aku..aku harap smpai ke mati perhubungan kite xkn putos..susah nk cari manusia cm ko sbg kawan aku..LOL..

impian aku byk lg..aku harap aku dpt kongsi segalanya dgn ko,leen,zai dan nana..aku rase aku mengakuinya yg spnjg aku single and available..xpnah rase sunyi or nk cari pengganti..bg aku..korg adalah pengganti yg terbaek..so daya..ape yg buleh aku katekn..pastikn jadik tok 2011 nye vacation..dem...I LOVE U..so much laaa..

p/s:hepi bday n may all ur wishes come true..thnx coz always by my side no matter wat..may ur life full wit hepiness..thnx buddy~

Flashback

i remember of the 1st day being in UMP..dem..I was dying to feel the experience all the new things that awaited me..LOL..after all exciting experience has been through..i am now embark on a new adventure dat probably will take me to many more new experiences...Some says that "university life was the best tyme ever..but some of them say the worst years ever..me???to be honest..i duno which category i'm suited most..i've had plenty of good tyme..to hanging out wit my frens, experience loved and get to know my greatest frens from A41 was d best part..

as well as just experience worst tyme in university..has been fucked up by d gurl who said her boyfriend has been stole by me..hrmm..kinda weird..but i still remember how frightened i am..been yelled using harsh words saying that.."perempuan sundal,jalang,home wrecker" by skype,ym,phone call and text msg..but trust..nowadays this gurl has been fren in my FB...yup..her feeling towards me totally change..is it miracle??hehe.. all of this i can't experience at another place..DEM..UMP also taught me life and road ahead of me..

From being an inexperienced freshman 2 a somewhat mature..things have really changed for me..I started as a disrespectful n dying to conquer d world which i did not know much about...realistically, i do not know wat d world out there holds for me...all i can do is enter it wit a guarded optimism n hope for d best!!!!!aja2 fighting...(-_-)

"IMPOSSIBLE is Nothing"..

menggiLaaa~

arini mcm org gle..sehari suntuk merempit..setlekn keje n ape yg patot..lorr..kne bising ngn abah.."jgn nek moto..gne kete.."mls aku..sbbnye tonggu kete tuh cat dolu..bg cantek2..ni celompiang je aku tgk..tuh laa..ble kete telah terjd tragedi..patah kaki sunggoh..kete manual??haha..aku xkonfident nk drive walopun 2 biji kete lg terbentang dpn umah..huh..smenye salah psr mlm yg telah meragut kecomelan kete kecik itu..huhu..(mujor bkn aku yg drive tyme tuh..haha)..arini mak lang n anak die meh umah..cm bese..membincangkn psl anak die yg cbuk nk bertunang 1/1/2011..dgn org kajang,selangor..bese ar..aku mayb xkn pegi sbbnye dis week pon aku da nk g sane..haha..tp tgk la keadaan..kalo diaorg lepak kt umah pak ndak kt ttdi shah alam..br aku ikot..hehe..aku nk trjon dlm pool kt umah die..pas renovate bungalow die..aku xpnah singgah lg..huh..

skang..ble ade baby alif..wooh..rasenye susah gle de anak kecik kan..da r cm tong..haha..mane xnye..br 2 bln 2 minggu..berat daa 6.25 kg..wahh..susu tuh beri byk jisim eh..hehe..ble die berak,kencing,minom susu..huh..sunggoh menyusahkn..ble dukung je..lenguh tgn sebelah..sme ni salah baby alif yg gmok..hehe..ggurl ngn aiman cbuk nk jage baby alif..tp byknye kne mare ngn aku laa..akak aku cbuk nk tukar blk kedah..sbbnye xmo berpisah ngn baby alif..yeeay..tp ble dak2 kecik ni tade..buhsan gak aku..mlm2 xde org nk gadoo..aiman plak next month da masok skool..haha..cbuk soh ajo english..sbbnye skool die 100% english..tp 1st day die..aku nk record..musti wat perangai nye..haha..

waitin for next year..big event will happen..hahah..can't wait..LOL..to daya,zai,leen,ami n kak nana..beware for dis weekend..poye2 dgn hebat eh..sian nana yg xpat join sbb kne g perak..papepon dun worry..next activity kite terjah lg eh..aku rase key el..da cm alor star je kn..asek g sane je..huhu..akak aku bising..asal xdrive g key el..argh..da r keadaan kete tuh..lgpon kne pasang gps dolu..macho plak aku jln2 kt key el..smpai duta tau ar..pastu xkn nk sesat2 dlm key el..

hepy bday my lalink..

wonderfull..sunggoh excited tgk bola n meraikn kemenangan Barcalona over Real Madrid..hehehe..5-0..2 goals bjaye disumbat oleh buah ati saye..David Villa..wuuhuu..this months mmg byk bday yg melibatkn org2 surround me..LOL..pepon can't wait my trip to melaka..yuhuu..1st tyme kot mau g..yip2 huray~

1. 3 Dec - David Villa Sanchez... (inlove)

2. 4 Dec - my aunt aka makteh

3. 6 Dec - MY LUVLY MAMA.. =)

4. 7 Dec - cikto..

5. 21 Dec - DAYA mata kecik..

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