LiFe GoEs On

Life goes on, life goes on
Life goes on, life goes on

You sucked me in
And played my mind
Just like a toy
You were crank and wind

Baby I would give till you wore it out
You left me lyin' in a pool of doubt
And you're still thinkin' you're the Daddy Mac
You should've known better but you didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back
Life goes on (repeat 2X)

Wish I knew then
What I know now
You held all the cards
And sold me out

Baby shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back
Life goes on

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na,
It made me strong
Oh yeah, got this feeling that I can't go back

Life goes on, life goes on, and it's only gonna me strong
Life goes on, life goes on, and on and on

shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Na, na, na, na, na
Life goes on
Na, Na, Na, Na
It made me strong

Oh yeah
Gotta feelin' that I can't go back
No I can't go back
Oh yeah
I've gotta go now
I'm moving on
No turning back
Cuase you made me strong

(repeat refrain)

LoVe StOrY

We were both young
When I first saw you
I closed my eyes
And the flash back starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

I see the lights
See the party the ballgowns
I see you make your way
Through the crowd
And say Hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
'Till my daddy said Stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Beggin' you Please don't go

And I said

Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princes
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

So I sneak out
To the garden to see you
We keep quiet
Cause were dead if they new
So close your eyes
Just keep this down for a little while

Cause you were Romeo
I was a Scarlett Letter
And my daddy said Stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was beggin' you Please don't go

And I said

Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princes
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

Romeo save me
They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult
But it's real
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

I got tired of waiting
Wounderin' if you were ever comin' around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo save me
I've been feelin' so alone
I keep waiting for you
But you never come
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think
He kneels to the ground
And pulls out a ring

And says

Marry me Juliet
You never have to be alone
I love you
And that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

Cause we were both young
When I first saw you

In ThE eNd...

last skali bnd yg dtakuti dh terjd..btol ke keputusan tuh??ntah r..aku rs sdeyh sgt2..tp aku xleyh nk citer ngn sesape..dunia neh mmg xadil..knape nk musnahkn kebahagiaan org len??mmg bnar r..sumpahan tuh ttp lekat kt aku..npe sme relationship aku xkekal lame..walopun dh mcm2 aku lalui, akhirnyer aku xdpt nk pertahankn..hanya tuhan je tao pe yg aku rs..pepong aku ttp mengharap sme bnd akan jd sperti sediakala walopun aku tao sme neh mustahil..utk cari org len??xkn dan xmungkin..dh r..die akan jd yg terakhir utk aku..aku xpnah rs mcm neh dgn seseorg..argh..serabut dan serabut..cmne aku nk hadapi muka die lg??aku xcukup kuat..kalo bleyh aku xnk putus pong ngn die tp..aku kesian die..aku tao sme bnd neh berat utk die..nk hadapi aku lg ngn yg sorg lg..kalo kite sygkn seseorg,mungkin cara yg terbaek adelah lepaskn die pegi..kalo die patah blk ngn kite..mmg die la jodoh kite..berdoa je la smoga die la org utk aku..

dPt DiSeLaMaTkN aTaO tIdAk???

arini dh bjaya dpt lesen L..P plak??nnti2 la gua pk kn yep..tp bfore bln 5 aku nk kasi dpt P..leyh ke??agaknyer ye kot..stiap mlm aku pk sme usaha aku slama neh sia2 je ke??hrmm..stelah sme bnd yg aku lalui..aku nk sgt pertahankn tp..kalo aku sorg je yg berusaha xgne gak..musti r dua2 pihak kne slg membantu kn..tp ati aku kuat lg sbb aku xsnggup jd mcm lpas..hah..susah r manusia,tatkala dh ske satu "bende"..mmg susah nk kikis..stiap mlm aku bdoa agak keadaan jd cm dlu blk..i miz dat moment..andainyer xdpt dselamatkn..slh satu pihak kne undurkn diri..hanya tuh je cara..tp mintak simpang r agar xterjd kt aku..jarak jaoh??sbenarnye itu lg hebat krana dpt kukuhkn lg hubungan..kalo stiap ari jmpe musti xbest kn??tp bkn sme org trime pndapat aku neh..ntah ar..hanya masa dpt tentukn bnd yg bakal terjd..tp aku harap dpt dikekalkn smpai ble2..aku yakin tuhan akan sentiasa membantu manusia yg ade probs neh..smoga aku dpt lalui dgn tabah..heh

DuNiAwI...

shoping mmg indah..heh..arini sme persoalan telah terungkai tp..hati ttp xsdap..hny satu yg aku tao..dun ever give up..sbb pe ek aku jd kahaq cmneh??dh mcm2 aku lalui tp aku ttp nk pertahankn..mayb itu yg terbaek kn..pepong may hepines comes back to me once again...arini aku da dpt lagu paramore "i caught myself"..masyuk seyh..btol gak kate membe aku..kalo xde probs bkn name idop la tuh..tpkn nape aku sorg je kne face eyh??xphm toll..byk agenda aku kne pk nnti..tyme besday my mum..abg aku cibuk nk suh aku prektikal kt tmpat die..sengal je..dh r study pong lom abeh..tp mmg pong aku nk stay ngn die pas abeh blaja..kt kdh keje pe je yg ade??xsilap2 aku gak tanam anggur..xmo r..aku harap sgt aku dpt kuaq dr negeri kesygn aku tuh..mne xnyer..dr kecik smpai ke matrix xkuar2..dh jemu r..nk gak cr panorama br kn..lgpong ade bende tersirat yg xdpt nk diceritakn..blushing r..pepong aku nk life aku yg dlu..tlg r kekalkn kehepian aku..cmne nk kekal lme>>trustworthy and faith...hah..aku akan cbe yg terbaek..

CuTi???

smlm aku g batu feringgi utk setlekn mslh yg berlaku dlm idop aku..mak aih..mmg mmg cuci mate toll..ramai gler mat saleh kt citu..dh r kacak+gantang2 blaka..pe lg,aku pong teropong je r..aku g berjemur utk menghitamkn kulit aku yg sedia gelap neh..aku g sne bkn sj2..ade gak ole2 utk org kesygan aku nun jaoh di sne..cmne ekk nk pulihkn keadaan mcm sedia kala?mcm2 dh wat tp cm dingin je..xpe r,sabar is d best way..walopun kdg2 diri sndiri yg rs sakit tp xpe..smoga bnd yg aku harapkn akan jd seperti sediakala..mmg taon neh dugaan yg cukup mantap seyh..aku nk g key el dan tenangkn ati kt sne..kalo bleyh r..aku nk jmpe kwn2 aku yg lame xketemu..

it's complicated

btol ckp org..kite bkn knal sgt ngn org keliling kiter..kdg2 kite ingat die yg terbaek pdahal mcm taik lg..huh..masalah xpnah berenti from disturbing me..sumtimes i duno why i must face it alone..without nobody wit me..tp membe2 aku mmg len ckit..aku dh knal mne yg layak wat kwn dan mne yg x..dlu everything going smooth until now i realize..wow,dis life actualy x brape bek sgt..aku dh rs cm sumpahan stiap hujung sem pasti ade sumting yg akan berlaku dlm idop aku..stiap ari aku pk..ape yg aku wat sme neh btol ke..aku xpasti pong pe yg aku nk sbenarnye..mmg kdg2 perlukan ms sndiri tp kdg2 aku perlukan org yg aku syg and trust..kdg2 aku dh xlarat utk sme neh..i need doraemon to stop d time..sumtimes i hope d times go slowly but i noe it could neve be happen..btol kate sorg yg aku rapat..walopun pe yg terjd jz remembe..they alwayz love me..thnx buddies..aku cme nk cr ketenangan dan kalo bleyh aku xingin jejakkan kaki kt ump dh..smlm aku gtao kt my parents dat i mayb can't continue my study at there anymore tp diaorg mare2 aku dan ckp aku giler..kalo aku br taon satu..konform aku quit dr situ..tp btol gak ckp diaorg..only a year left..then i will start wit a new journey..a long journey..aku xtao nk ngadu kt spe sbb sme org bkn phm aku..stiap ari kalo serabut hanya blog neh je yg jd mngsa..thnx nana sbb introduce bnd neh kt aku..stiap ari aku bgn tdo dan trus pk dan pk..ntah la..pe ek yg sbenarnye wat aku srabut??hnye aku je tao sbbnyer..

hnya neh la buah ati aku yg phm aku sbb stiap ari ngn aku..kpd pemberi stitch yg disyg..trima kasih utk smenyer.. sy tetap syg stiitch neh dan awk smpai ble2..;-*

wHaT iS hEpInEsS

For me, happiness is a choice. I believe dat we can all learn to experience lasting happiness in our lives, provided we understand d nature of happiness and the 2 major barriers dat prevent us from finding it.

The first thing to understand about real happiness is dat it is not the result of gratifying our desires, for these are superficial and do not last. True happiness is only possible when we are at peace with ourselves.

This is happiness that is real and enduring, and it begins with the relationship we have with ourself. This relationship determines how we perceive ourself and our life. Our relationship with ourself determines how we respond to life and how we relate to everyone else around us.
If we have a good relationship with ourself, we will perceive the world in a more open warm and positive way — and this will characterize all our interactions. If we have a poor relationship with ourself, the world will appear in a more negative light, and happiness will forever elude us.
The fact that our happiness depends upon our relationship with ourself, leads to an important conclusion: that we alone are responsible for our happiness. Nobody else can make us happy and fulfilled. Only we can decide how we view our lives, and how we choose to respond to all the events in our lives.

This is a liberating conclusion because, if our happiness is our own responsibility, it is always within our power to achieve it. Our relationship with ourself lies squarely in our own hands. Although the route to personal happiness should now be clear, in practice the Toltec approach to life holds that there are two major obstacles that tend to get in the way: poor self-image, and the inability to handle our shortcomings.

Accept Responsibility For Your Self-Image

Self-image is complex, and is made up of everything we believe about ourselves, including our self-esteem, or the value we put upon ourselves. Our self-image tends to trip us up constantly, and this is because we tend to place our value or worth in external attributes.

Most people tend to look upon themselves almost entirely in terms of external attributes, for example, a married woman who has a husband, children, a career as a school teacher, a hobby, a temperament, a talent and, of course, a name and a family lineage. But all of these accessories — for that is exactly what these amount to, are only possible because we have physical bodies. How could you be a mother without your body, or how could you play a musical instrument without hands? Likewise, your family lineage and name are purely dependent upon your having a physical presence. And yet, it is clear that you are not your body. You are far more than just the hands that play your instrument, and more still than your lineage and family name might suggest.

Once we have started to realise that our worth or value does not lie in our accessories — our body, our talents, or status, or brain — we can start to become much more honest and open about ourselves. By detaching from our self-image, we can see that we are not defined by whatever we, or others, have always thought about us. We can also start to look at our shortcomings in a different light, for the way we view and handle our shortcomings is another important factor in how we can come to terms with ourselves and find true happiness and peace.
Use Your Shortcomings

When it comes to being open with others, most of us are simply not happy to show our true self and this is mainly because we find it almost impossible to live with our shortcomings. Very few of us like to own our shortcomings, and so we desperately try to hide them, even from ourselves. But the truth is that our shortcomings are nothing more than our undeveloped potential. Therefore not to own our shortcomings is to deny ourselves part of our potential, and if we do that, is it not surprising that we end up being unhappy?

How does this work? Take the shortcoming of being stubborn. Stubbornness is really undeveloped tenacity and perseverance, which are most precious and valuable assets. The difference between them lies in how we use them as assets.

For example, if you feel inferior to others, and you use this asset to try to prove yourself always right - even if deep down inside you know that you are just being pigheaded - then this is not an asset, but a very real shortcoming which will do nothing for your relationships. If, on the other hand, you say to yourself, “I don't want to come across as a bigot, but I am going to persevere in overcoming my feelings of inferiority”, then you are using stubbornness positively and, therefore, to your advantage. By tenaciously holding onto the belief that you do have value, and that you are not inferior to others, you will in time begin to see and prove this to yourself, simply because you are not prepared to give up on yourself!

As long as you believe that you are inferior, you will never be able to turn your stubbornness into tenacity and so it will always work against you, for what you are doing is using your stubbornness to hold onto the belief that you are inferior. By doing this, you will indeed prove to yourself that you are no good.

If, however, you begin to look at why you feel inferior, you will soon begin to see that what makes you feel inferior is the fact that you are not so self-important and arrogant as others. In actual fact, the feeling of inferiority is only the negative expression of humility, a most honourable trait.

What's more, where there is true humility, there is never any sense of blame. Blame keeps us stuck in the past and unable to seize happiness. But accepting responsibility for what is taking place in our life is empowering, because we can always go on to change what we are doing if life is not what we would like it to be. Again, this just shows that happiness is a choice — our choice.
If we remember that we alone are responsible for our happiness, we can take charge of the circumstances in our life. By remembering that real happiness is only possible if we are at peace with ourselves, we can start to change the way we relate to ourself, to others, and we can finally experience true, enduring happiness throughout our life.

SuCkS...

hidoop mmg truk..
kalo leyh nk lari trus xmo blk dh..
cmne nk citer bnd yg susah nk citer..
buhsan..
benci..
adeh..fening seyh..
kdg2 kt atas,kdg2 kt bwh..
hrmm..

PrIvAcY

1. Sudah siap untuk jawab survey ini?

~ lom lg..ngh bz bls komen fs neh!!!

2. Jangan patah balik ya? Habiskan survey ni.

~ sabo jap..minum dlu eyh..dahaga plak;-p

3. Apa yang kamu makan hari ini?

~ nasi lemak sme pau dan ayaq nescafe susu..

4. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu call semalam?

~ musti la buah ati sy..amir syam..

5. Tidur pukul berapa semalam?

~ owh..xingat..sdar2 dh terlelap..

6. Girl/Boy?

~ Girl...

7. Siapa yang kamu rindu?

~ my frens and my "yunk"..

8. Spaghetti / macaroni?

~ konform dh spageti..macaroni xbest pong..huh

9. Makanan & minuman kegemaran?

~ cucur badak..cucur keria..karipap..heh..minum yg mne sejuk aku ske je..

10. 5 benda yang sedang kamu pakai.

~ t-shirt, sluar,rantai,getah rambut,gelang..

11. Apa yang selalu membuat kamu tidur lambat?

~ movie n text msg wit my fren..my buah ati really bz coz keje..so cannot disturb him..hrmm

12. Warna kegemaran kamu apa?

~ biru dan hitam..

13.Berapa kali seminggu kamu ke gym?

~ gym??xyah ar..dh slim pong neh..

14. Siapa yang sering buat kamu ketawa?

~ kwn2 yg sngal dan anak buah yg cumyl..

15. Apa yang buat kamu ceria hari ini?

~ ceria??hrmm..xpong..

16. Siapa BFF kamu?

~ dak2 klas a31..yana busuk..dan membe2 maresmawi..(byk nama nk kne sbut..so penat la..)

17. Cerita terakhir kamu tonton hari ini?

~ kyle xy..tetibe addict ngn citer tuh..

18. BF/GF kamu sedang buat apa?

~ musti ngh tdo lg skang...xpong mkn..heh;-p

19. Kamu dengar lagu apa hari ini?

~ hot n cold by katy perry

20. Bunga kegemaran kamu apa?

~ rose..yg pasti bukan taik ayam..

21. Kamu anak yang keberapa?

~ 6 dr 7..

22. Sedang benci seseorang?

~ benci??xkot cme disappointed ckit ade r..

23. Status kamu sekarang?

~ it's complicated (already inlove lorr)

24. Happy dengan hidup kamu?

~ kalo xde anasir luar kaco cm skang..ye kot..

25. Sering curang / setia?

~ terlampau setia ngn my "yunk"..(xde yg lain..ahak)

27. Lagu apa yang sesuai buat X-BF/GF kamu?

~ He Wasn't by Avril Lavigne..sgt seswai ngn si dia..

28. Rambut kamu panjang?

~ isyk..ye kot..rs cm iye je..

29. Warna mata kamu apa?

~ itam..menawan dow..

30. Tinggi kamu berapa?

~ 169 cm ar...bergaya x??

31. Nama kamu siapa?

~ tgk r kt blog..kn de kasi name..hehe

32. Kamu perasan tak yang survey ni mula menanyakan soalan peribadi?

~ mmg pong..

33. Kamu kisah tak?

~ heran plak aku..isykk

34. Antara myspace, friendster, facebook, tagged, my year book dan hi 5 kamu pilih yang mana?

~ fs r..

35. Antara becham dan kaka kamu pilih?

~ david vila..ok x??

36. Antara emo & goth… kamu pilih?

~ goth r..br bgaya..

37. Benda apa yang ‘eye catching’ saat masuk ke dalam bilik kamu?

~ tv r..aku xmo wat bnd len dah..

38. Apa perasaan kamu apabila mengetahui bahawa BF/GF kamu curang sama kamu?

~ heartbreaker r tp aku tao die bkn org cmtuh..hehe

39. Masih belajar atau sudah kerja?

~ study r..

40. Siapa yang kamu harapkan berdampingan dengan kamu saat kamu sedih?

~ my fren and my bf..

41. Apa ciri-ciri BF/GF yang kamu idamkan?

~ cumyl..mate kecik..kuat mkn..haha

42. 5 nama orang berlainan jantina yang dalam fikiran kamu.

~ amir syam...(my beloved cayunk)
aiman hakim..(my little cyg)
KE and alep muadz (best buddies)
en othman (my pa)

43. Kamu fikir ada tak orang akan repost survey ini?

~ konform ade nyer

44. Apa yang kamu fikir tentang survey ini?

~ survey r..haha

OwH..

arini cian ngn sorg bdk..tatkala dgr sore dia..mak aihh..cam itik nila..hehehe..sore xkuaq rpenyer..tp ttp macho gak..akhirnye skang dh ok blk..aku dh xmo jd cm ari2 yg lpas..dh xmo pk yg bkn2..cian die kne sabo ngn aku..pepong trima kasih yep sbb kebaekkan awk..citer len plak..skang dh r stat blajo amek lesen..seyes ngantuk bgt..next week kne wat statistik test plak..smoga cuti neh beri sinar br utk aku lebeyh baek utk next year...

neh la 1st bnd yg die kasi kt aku...;-p

SiaL

mmg kesialan laa...
pe yg jd ngn aku ekk..
stiap taon lg truk..
cm jebon je..
pe je aku dh wat???
cmne leyh jd??
adeh..aku benci!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HePi BdAy to mY yUnk...(3 DEC)

hepi bday to my luvly yunk who already get into the same group which is turn 21..hehehe..so sad lor coz can't celebrate wit him..need to postpone it..although along this sem break we already involved in alot of probs lastly we already managed it..haha..how lucky i am..already prepare presents for him..hmm..but it still early before i can give it to him..my wish for him..always get wat he want especially in exam and his life..hope dat our relationship has grow more stronger everyday..hehehe..(jiwang ckit je) arini aku nk buang masa ckit sbb has to wait him before i can gayut wit him..until morning..mate dah cm burung antu pong neh..i dun like dis break coz i have a difficult time..hmm..(hanya org yg tau citer je phm..heh) tp sok dh nk kne daftar driving class..wit my evil sis..huh..so boring..to my yunk..sy nk nyanyi ckit tuk awk eyh..

hepi bday to u..
hepi bday to u..
hepi bday to my luvly yunk..
hepi bday to u..haha
(sedap oo sore)